I've added a new page BEWARE! Something to beware of: the so-called 'Divine Love Movement'.
I don't feel like posting anything new, on my websites of DLS forum. I'm having a break. I'm still writing, but just can't be bothered going through it with the intention of posting it. I'll possibly keep doing little bits here on this blog, but for the time being I feel saturated with DLS, I've had enough thinking about it all. I'm still working on myself though - I could never stop that, doing my healing is the only thing that matters.
When you can accept and see that we’re living wholly in a feeling denying and so self-denying state, and so everything we do is wrong, then it all becomes a lot easier to understand. Then you don’t need to keep looking ‘out there’ for the truth of what’s really going on as you know it’s all wrong. Then you can look to your own feelings to understand the truth of why you’re still denying them, why you’re still being unkind and unloving to yourself.
Please understand that concerning helping you with your healing, I sorry, buy I can’t. If we were physically together and you were feeling bad and wanting to express your bad feelings to uncover the truth of yourself, I might be able to support you in doing so, but even then I’m no expert at it. Marion’s the expert, she still having to tell and remind and show me what to do. All I can do is try and pass on my understanding of the process, how I experience it, and hope that might help you. Possibly in time there will be people experienced in knowing how to fully honour and express their feelings to uncover the truth of themselves, being sufficiently aware of how to help other people struggling to do it, but for now, I’m afraid it’s a case of working it out for yourself the best you can.
If you do have any questions about any of it, I am more than happy to try and answer them; and if you feel inclined to write about your healing experiences you are most welcome to do so on the forum. So feel free to ask me anything about it on the forum or email me (see contact page) if you’d rather more privacy.
Revelation and Mary Magdalene
Mary Magdalene comments on Revelation from the Bible
Some of what Mary talks about follows on from Speaking with Mary Magdalene and Jesus blog, books 1 and 2.
And Mary’s interpretation of Revelation is as you might expect from her, nothing like other peoples interpretations of it.
I am the Emperor vain in my belief that how I am is right. And not wanting to look a fool consistently denied my bad feelings that were trying to tell me everything was not right.
Marion is the child who during the procession says I'm not wearing any clothes. She is the truth - saying it how it is.
And unlike the Emperor of the fable I couldn't keep going pretending everything was okay, as I did want to know the truth of myself.
And so as I accept my nakedness, seeing the fool I am and how stupid I've been living untrue to myself, I feel bad, very bad, wracked with pain. And slowly I'm accepting this is how I am - this is the truth of myself.
How was your Christmas and New Year?
We don't 'do' Christmas and New Years. My week was full of pain and yet more deep anger coming up. I did see lots more truth about how fucked I am and how unloved I feel by my parents.
Great fun… however it is what I want. I want to heal myself and become true.