Speaking with God
Just ask Them a question… then listen...
Either with your mind, or through your feelings.
Just ask Them a question… then listen...
Either with your mind, or through your feelings.
Mother and Father - are You there, and will you please speak with me?
We are here James, your Father and I. I will talk to you as you still need to do more work on accepting the Feminine Aspects of Personality.
All right Mother. I want to ask you about my healing - specifically: why have You made me suffer so much? Why have You given me a no-love life? And why have You given me so much pain? I am Your child, and yet I don’t feel loved by You, even after all these years of receiving Your Divine Love.
It’s not time yet for you James to feel wholly loved by your Father and I. Yes, your soul has received some of Our Love, but for all intents and purposes this is merely technical, and does not as yet, as you say, make you feel loved.
But why not?
Because We still want you to experience more of your anti-love state, and were you to feel loved, you’d not be able to experience it. So we are withholding some of the effects of Our Love that is within your soul, until such time as you’ve completed your Soul-Healing. And once you are true and perfect and no longer wrong and false, then you’ll feel the Divine Love acting upon your soul - then you’ll feel truly loved by Us.
All right. But why do You want me to experience being evil, being in my anti truth and anti love state? What’s the point of it - of all my suffering and pain? And what’s the point of making me feel like I have no meaning, I have no point, that I’m living a meaningless and pointless life. And not one of love, but one of fear and anger and hurt and rejection and misery and guilt and sadness and despair and all my other bad feelings.
The point is James that We want you to have as full an experience of living devoid of love as you possibly can. There are reasons why We want this, and so why we’ve put you in and keep you in such a life, but We’re not going to disclose all those reasons just yet. And our non-disclosure is all part of your still needing to feel bad about not understanding such things, not understanding that aspect of Our relationship with you.
Because it’s all still too heavily tied up with my relationship with mum and dad, which I’m still projecting onto You and Father?
Yes. There is still more We want you to see, experience and so understand concerning your love-denial.
You see James, not wanting to tell you too much about your future, but there are very good reasons as to why you need to experience feeling so unloved. Why you need to become evil at the hands of your parents, and why you need to heal yourself of being anti love, truth and light. Reasons which in the fullness of time will come to you, We won’t keep them from you, however will come at the right time - when you are ready for them.
But for the time being, so We’ll be keeping you focused on your evilness, on feeling how it makes you feel, on all the bad feelings is creates in you, and all your bad feeling avoidance and trying to control and so stop yourself from having any bad feelings. And how in this way you are being so unloving of yourself.
So Mother, do you love me, even though I am unlovable being so bad, wrong and evil?
Of course James, your Father and I always love you, and even love you so much that we are giving you this rather ‘different’ life experience. And it’s only with Our love for you that your soul is sustained in Our Light - even in your rebellious state. And even though you feel so bad so often, and you’re waking up to just how unloved you do feel; and even though to pray and long to Us for Our Love, this is all good and loving, all apart of Our loving relationship we have with you. And just because in your anti and no-love state you can’t feel Our loving you, still We are, and it’s only because of your anti love state that you can’t.
But as I said, that will all change as you come to the end of your healing and you no longer need further anti-love and anti-truth, and so anti-happiness, experiences. When you have lived and uncovered the whole truth of your negative state of mind and will, then you’ll no longer be of a love-denying condition of mind, and so then you will feel loved.
And so it’s Your love for me that made mum and dad conceive me, and Your love for me has put me through all the shit I’ve been through... it’s so hard to get my mind around it: that God -You - wants me to suffer, and is indeed making me suffer.
Only because of your limited way of seeing things James. But how else can it be. You can’t exist without Us, so you can’t be of love or no-love without Us, without Our wanting you to be this way. You are Our doing, you are Our creation, and we’re looking after you, even in your evilness when you feel so alone, unhappy and miserable to the core of your being.
You’re Both making me feel this way-
Yes, all so you can uncover the truth of such feelings. For in your growing in truth, so you are maturing and getting closer to your Father and I. You are to grow up with the truth that comes from your feeling-acceptance; you are to become a mature child of God as you might say. But this can only happen once you’ve set yourself free of your feeling-denial.
I do understand that Mother.
I know you do James, because it’s what We want you to understand.
So in a way, could I say that all of this I’m going through is my early childhood, with my more advanced childhood coming all through my ascent to Paradise. And upon arriving on Paradise and being with You both face to face, then I will have become an adult - and adult child if you like. Like how Mary and Jesus are - true and perfect.
Yes, and We’re looking forward to you returning home. It will be a splendid occasion.
Mother, can everyone talk with You, their Heavenly Mother and the Heavenly Father?
Yes James, and some more through their mind, like you can do, and others more through their feelings, that being how Marion relates to Us.
Yes, she sort of knows you are communicating with her - on her good days when she feels close to You that is. But she doesn’t want to engage her mind and speak with you via her Indwelling Spirit like I do.
It’s not time yet for her to make direct and personal contact with Us. She needs to do all her healing feeling alone and so hurt about feeling so alone and unloved - even unloved by Us. So although We are loving her and she is partaking of Our Divine Love, still she won’t feel loved by Us or even that she’s received Our Love until she has completed her healing. It’s all currently still very important that she does it all herself, and without any outside or inside help - other than the support you give her James.
She says I’m helping her feel more self-confident, giving her confidence in expressing her feelings freely. Yet in other ways, like being with other people, she’s more scared, still not wanting to have anything to do with another person for fear of what they - her parents - might do to her.
Yes James, and in time her relationship with Us will change, and then she’ll be ready to step well and truly outside into the world.
Thank you Mother, I’ve got to end it here as it was a very early start this morning and my eyes won’t stay open any longer. So thank You for speaking with me.
I - your Mother - love you James. And I - your Father - love you James. We both love you, and with True love. And when you have evolved yourself and your soul out of your death-to-personality state, then you will know We do. And you’ll know it will be true because you’ll feel Us loving you.
We are here James, your Father and I. I will talk to you as you still need to do more work on accepting the Feminine Aspects of Personality.
All right Mother. I want to ask you about my healing - specifically: why have You made me suffer so much? Why have You given me a no-love life? And why have You given me so much pain? I am Your child, and yet I don’t feel loved by You, even after all these years of receiving Your Divine Love.
It’s not time yet for you James to feel wholly loved by your Father and I. Yes, your soul has received some of Our Love, but for all intents and purposes this is merely technical, and does not as yet, as you say, make you feel loved.
But why not?
Because We still want you to experience more of your anti-love state, and were you to feel loved, you’d not be able to experience it. So we are withholding some of the effects of Our Love that is within your soul, until such time as you’ve completed your Soul-Healing. And once you are true and perfect and no longer wrong and false, then you’ll feel the Divine Love acting upon your soul - then you’ll feel truly loved by Us.
All right. But why do You want me to experience being evil, being in my anti truth and anti love state? What’s the point of it - of all my suffering and pain? And what’s the point of making me feel like I have no meaning, I have no point, that I’m living a meaningless and pointless life. And not one of love, but one of fear and anger and hurt and rejection and misery and guilt and sadness and despair and all my other bad feelings.
The point is James that We want you to have as full an experience of living devoid of love as you possibly can. There are reasons why We want this, and so why we’ve put you in and keep you in such a life, but We’re not going to disclose all those reasons just yet. And our non-disclosure is all part of your still needing to feel bad about not understanding such things, not understanding that aspect of Our relationship with you.
Because it’s all still too heavily tied up with my relationship with mum and dad, which I’m still projecting onto You and Father?
Yes. There is still more We want you to see, experience and so understand concerning your love-denial.
You see James, not wanting to tell you too much about your future, but there are very good reasons as to why you need to experience feeling so unloved. Why you need to become evil at the hands of your parents, and why you need to heal yourself of being anti love, truth and light. Reasons which in the fullness of time will come to you, We won’t keep them from you, however will come at the right time - when you are ready for them.
But for the time being, so We’ll be keeping you focused on your evilness, on feeling how it makes you feel, on all the bad feelings is creates in you, and all your bad feeling avoidance and trying to control and so stop yourself from having any bad feelings. And how in this way you are being so unloving of yourself.
So Mother, do you love me, even though I am unlovable being so bad, wrong and evil?
Of course James, your Father and I always love you, and even love you so much that we are giving you this rather ‘different’ life experience. And it’s only with Our love for you that your soul is sustained in Our Light - even in your rebellious state. And even though you feel so bad so often, and you’re waking up to just how unloved you do feel; and even though to pray and long to Us for Our Love, this is all good and loving, all apart of Our loving relationship we have with you. And just because in your anti and no-love state you can’t feel Our loving you, still We are, and it’s only because of your anti love state that you can’t.
But as I said, that will all change as you come to the end of your healing and you no longer need further anti-love and anti-truth, and so anti-happiness, experiences. When you have lived and uncovered the whole truth of your negative state of mind and will, then you’ll no longer be of a love-denying condition of mind, and so then you will feel loved.
And so it’s Your love for me that made mum and dad conceive me, and Your love for me has put me through all the shit I’ve been through... it’s so hard to get my mind around it: that God -You - wants me to suffer, and is indeed making me suffer.
Only because of your limited way of seeing things James. But how else can it be. You can’t exist without Us, so you can’t be of love or no-love without Us, without Our wanting you to be this way. You are Our doing, you are Our creation, and we’re looking after you, even in your evilness when you feel so alone, unhappy and miserable to the core of your being.
You’re Both making me feel this way-
Yes, all so you can uncover the truth of such feelings. For in your growing in truth, so you are maturing and getting closer to your Father and I. You are to grow up with the truth that comes from your feeling-acceptance; you are to become a mature child of God as you might say. But this can only happen once you’ve set yourself free of your feeling-denial.
I do understand that Mother.
I know you do James, because it’s what We want you to understand.
So in a way, could I say that all of this I’m going through is my early childhood, with my more advanced childhood coming all through my ascent to Paradise. And upon arriving on Paradise and being with You both face to face, then I will have become an adult - and adult child if you like. Like how Mary and Jesus are - true and perfect.
Yes, and We’re looking forward to you returning home. It will be a splendid occasion.
Mother, can everyone talk with You, their Heavenly Mother and the Heavenly Father?
Yes James, and some more through their mind, like you can do, and others more through their feelings, that being how Marion relates to Us.
Yes, she sort of knows you are communicating with her - on her good days when she feels close to You that is. But she doesn’t want to engage her mind and speak with you via her Indwelling Spirit like I do.
It’s not time yet for her to make direct and personal contact with Us. She needs to do all her healing feeling alone and so hurt about feeling so alone and unloved - even unloved by Us. So although We are loving her and she is partaking of Our Divine Love, still she won’t feel loved by Us or even that she’s received Our Love until she has completed her healing. It’s all currently still very important that she does it all herself, and without any outside or inside help - other than the support you give her James.
She says I’m helping her feel more self-confident, giving her confidence in expressing her feelings freely. Yet in other ways, like being with other people, she’s more scared, still not wanting to have anything to do with another person for fear of what they - her parents - might do to her.
Yes James, and in time her relationship with Us will change, and then she’ll be ready to step well and truly outside into the world.
Thank you Mother, I’ve got to end it here as it was a very early start this morning and my eyes won’t stay open any longer. So thank You for speaking with me.
I - your Mother - love you James. And I - your Father - love you James. We both love you, and with True love. And when you have evolved yourself and your soul out of your death-to-personality state, then you will know We do. And you’ll know it will be true because you’ll feel Us loving you.
Converse with Them when you're longing for Their Divine Love.
And like with any conversation, talk to Them expecting Them to respond to you.
Listen for Them - that soft still inner voice - that can get quite loud.
And if you don't feel right about your connection or communication with Them, then express those bad feelings asking Them to help you uncover the truth of such feelings.
And like with any conversation, talk to Them expecting Them to respond to you.
Listen for Them - that soft still inner voice - that can get quite loud.
And if you don't feel right about your connection or communication with Them, then express those bad feelings asking Them to help you uncover the truth of such feelings.