God is Hate
Accepting the Truth.
For us: God is Hate, not, God is Love.
God might still be love, as Jesus and Mary M tell us, however as we're in our negative, anti love, anti truth and so, anti God states, so God can't be for us a God of Love.
We can believe God is Love, but our feelings will tell us otherwise, because at the end of the day, or the bottom line is: who has subjected you to all your pain, who has made you suffer, who keeps you in it until you've healed yourself of it - God. Who gave you the unloving parents you have, who has even made you believe they are loving and you were loved by your parents; who has made you deny your bad feelings and kept you in your repressed childhood state; who wants you to know what experiencing evil feels like, and who wanted and made you turn against yourself and become untrue - God. It's all God. Even if you blame Lucifer or the Devil, Satan perhaps, still, who created them? There is no escape from it, and because of that, all we can do is accept it, as hard as that might be to do.
When you feel God loves you. When you believe God loves you. When you desperately want to believe God loves you, to go against all of that and accept God hates you, that's very hard. But that's how you'll feel should you want to uncover the whole truth of yourself - the whole truth of your negative state.
And if you already feel God hates you, or you already hate God for whatever reasons but are still wanting to find the truth of yourself, then it's into these bad feelings you'll have about God that you will find it, you'll still have to come to the full and deep understanding of why you feel hated by God and why you hate God.
For us: God is Hate, not, God is Love.
God might still be love, as Jesus and Mary M tell us, however as we're in our negative, anti love, anti truth and so, anti God states, so God can't be for us a God of Love.
We can believe God is Love, but our feelings will tell us otherwise, because at the end of the day, or the bottom line is: who has subjected you to all your pain, who has made you suffer, who keeps you in it until you've healed yourself of it - God. Who gave you the unloving parents you have, who has even made you believe they are loving and you were loved by your parents; who has made you deny your bad feelings and kept you in your repressed childhood state; who wants you to know what experiencing evil feels like, and who wanted and made you turn against yourself and become untrue - God. It's all God. Even if you blame Lucifer or the Devil, Satan perhaps, still, who created them? There is no escape from it, and because of that, all we can do is accept it, as hard as that might be to do.
When you feel God loves you. When you believe God loves you. When you desperately want to believe God loves you, to go against all of that and accept God hates you, that's very hard. But that's how you'll feel should you want to uncover the whole truth of yourself - the whole truth of your negative state.
And if you already feel God hates you, or you already hate God for whatever reasons but are still wanting to find the truth of yourself, then it's into these bad feelings you'll have about God that you will find it, you'll still have to come to the full and deep understanding of why you feel hated by God and why you hate God.
This a huge thing, it's very big to declare because you feel it to be true: I hate God;
God hates me; God is Hate.
Because along with such declarations will come: I hate myself, I hate my parents, I hate my life, I hate everyone and everything.
And to feel such feelings, to be this way, is what we're all trying to avoid.
God hates me; God is Hate.
Because along with such declarations will come: I hate myself, I hate my parents, I hate my life, I hate everyone and everything.
And to feel such feelings, to be this way, is what we're all trying to avoid.
The child doesn't want to hate its parents. It takes a hell of a lot of hatred from ones parents to make you know they really do hate you and to give up deluding yourself that they love you.
So many people suffer all sorts of cruelty, rejection and unloving treatment at the hands of their parents, and yet still they believe they love and are loved by their parents. So many books are full of horrendous accounts of what people have suffered because their parents didn't fully and truly love them, and yet they are still wanting their parents love, even believing secretly they are loved by them. If I am good, if I do these loving things, then surely my parents will show me they love me - won't they?
So many authors dedicate their work to their parents who loved them so much and who they love so much. Then you read on about all the bad things their parents did to them, the author obviously refusing to see and admit they were not loved by their parents. It's all too easy for us to create fantasy love, our being loved by fantasy parents, the good ones, and not the horrors our parents actually were - are.
And it's the same with God. We put all that on God. We fantasise God loves us because Jesus tells us He does. And yet look at your life, it's not working, it makes you feel bad, and that's why you're here reading these words. So does a loving God make His own children suffer so much, giving them parents who don't love them as they wanted to be loved?
We have to wake up to the truth of our feelings - what we really feel, irrespective of what we might believe. And in time we're all going to feel God hates us and doesn't love us, because He's subjecting us to evil.
So many people suffer all sorts of cruelty, rejection and unloving treatment at the hands of their parents, and yet still they believe they love and are loved by their parents. So many books are full of horrendous accounts of what people have suffered because their parents didn't fully and truly love them, and yet they are still wanting their parents love, even believing secretly they are loved by them. If I am good, if I do these loving things, then surely my parents will show me they love me - won't they?
So many authors dedicate their work to their parents who loved them so much and who they love so much. Then you read on about all the bad things their parents did to them, the author obviously refusing to see and admit they were not loved by their parents. It's all too easy for us to create fantasy love, our being loved by fantasy parents, the good ones, and not the horrors our parents actually were - are.
And it's the same with God. We put all that on God. We fantasise God loves us because Jesus tells us He does. And yet look at your life, it's not working, it makes you feel bad, and that's why you're here reading these words. So does a loving God make His own children suffer so much, giving them parents who don't love them as they wanted to be loved?
We have to wake up to the truth of our feelings - what we really feel, irrespective of what we might believe. And in time we're all going to feel God hates us and doesn't love us, because He's subjecting us to evil.
It's all wrong - how we see it, it's all around the wrong way.
Which is why we don't see it.
And when we do see it, it's only more bad feelings.
So who wants to feel worse than they already do... so who wants to see it.
Which is why we don't see it.
And when we do see it, it's only more bad feelings.
So who wants to feel worse than they already do... so who wants to see it.
Jesus said: God is Love. His experience was being loved completely by God, that's why he said it. And Jesus was perfect.
Jesus was talking about God to other perfect people and spirits in his and Mary's universe, people and spirits who like he and Mary were perfect and also felt God loved them.
And sure, he was telling us too, but we being in our evil states couldn't understand what he was saying, as our experience of God was not loving. Our experience was being made to feel bad by God. So we're not like Jesus, we can't be like he is, we're living on a different world or plane to him, our experience is one of self and feeling denial. We have been made to live untrue to ourselves, to go against Jesus and God.
And the gulf is too big, between us and Them, so that's why we've got to do our healing, to bridge that gap, but first we have to find out the whole truth of what it's like on our side, of how it is for us, and all through our feelings and not with our minds.
So we have to, for the time being, at least until we've finished our healing, put the notion of God being a loving God aside, and get on with accepting how we really feel God to be.
And once we've done that, once we've fully come to terms with our unloving states of mind and will; once we uncover the whole truth of our negative states; once we're healed and like Jesus - perfect, then perhaps we'll be able to relate to God as Jesus and Mary do, then we might know for ourselves that God is Love.
Jesus was talking about God to other perfect people and spirits in his and Mary's universe, people and spirits who like he and Mary were perfect and also felt God loved them.
And sure, he was telling us too, but we being in our evil states couldn't understand what he was saying, as our experience of God was not loving. Our experience was being made to feel bad by God. So we're not like Jesus, we can't be like he is, we're living on a different world or plane to him, our experience is one of self and feeling denial. We have been made to live untrue to ourselves, to go against Jesus and God.
And the gulf is too big, between us and Them, so that's why we've got to do our healing, to bridge that gap, but first we have to find out the whole truth of what it's like on our side, of how it is for us, and all through our feelings and not with our minds.
So we have to, for the time being, at least until we've finished our healing, put the notion of God being a loving God aside, and get on with accepting how we really feel God to be.
And once we've done that, once we've fully come to terms with our unloving states of mind and will; once we uncover the whole truth of our negative states; once we're healed and like Jesus - perfect, then perhaps we'll be able to relate to God as Jesus and Mary do, then we might know for ourselves that God is Love.
God is Hate completes the picture. Really it's obvious. How can it be any other way.
How can we feel anything else when we are living in anti love states, all so desperately pretending we are loving and do feel loved.
When we don't.
How can we feel anything else when we are living in anti love states, all so desperately pretending we are loving and do feel loved.
When we don't.
Until we come to terms with our feeling hated by God, we'll never set ourselves free of our evilness and negative state. Look at the Christians who are all so willing to die for their Great Love of God, and yet are they free, true and perfect. Have they healed themselves of their childhood repression. Are they treating their children with unconditional love.
They are living a fantasy love of God, one based on beliefs of their mind, often instilled in them when they were very young. And God might perform miracles, healing the sick and feeding the poor, yet is that healing our childhood repression and helping us come to understand the truth of our unloving relationship with our parents.
So a part of our evil state is for us to believe God is love and loving, then use that belief and all those good feelings to dismiss and hide and keep suppressed all our bad feelings. All those bad feelings that were we to liberate, would lead us to show the error of such beliefs, making us have to face the real truth: God is Hate. Because we feel hated by God.
If you feel loved by God, then you can look to uncover the truth of such loving feelings as you do your healing. It will be interesting to see what you find out about yourself.
They are living a fantasy love of God, one based on beliefs of their mind, often instilled in them when they were very young. And God might perform miracles, healing the sick and feeding the poor, yet is that healing our childhood repression and helping us come to understand the truth of our unloving relationship with our parents.
So a part of our evil state is for us to believe God is love and loving, then use that belief and all those good feelings to dismiss and hide and keep suppressed all our bad feelings. All those bad feelings that were we to liberate, would lead us to show the error of such beliefs, making us have to face the real truth: God is Hate. Because we feel hated by God.
If you feel loved by God, then you can look to uncover the truth of such loving feelings as you do your healing. It will be interesting to see what you find out about yourself.
So, can our Heavenly Mother and Father be Gods of Love and Hate?
And accepting God is Hate, it doesn't mean we can't still long to Them for Their Divine Love... and even love Them... and perhaps even feel loved a little by Them. It's all so confusing.
And accepting God is Hate, it doesn't mean we can't still long to Them for Their Divine Love... and even love Them... and perhaps even feel loved a little by Them. It's all so confusing.