It's all right to hate God.
You can hate God.
Nothing bad is going to happen to you if you do.
God is certainly not going to punish you.
All such fear only comes from your early life with your parents.
When we are very young our whole world and universe is our parents. Our parents are our gods. And we naturally believe they are right, even when they make us feel bad and unloved. And we do all we can to please them, we obey them, even if unwillingly we’re forced to; and even still, we persist in believing they love us and want us. And unknowingly, we then attribute all how we are with our parents to God - our Heavenly Parents. And during our healing to uncover the truth of our relationship with our parents, so too do we come to understand just how much of our relationship with our parents we’re projecting and transferring onto God. And then we come to realise how we can’t have a true and loving relationship with God, even if God does love us, because we’ve got all our parents stuff in the way. So our ongoing healing clears this for us as we come to see what it’s all about, and then our relationship with God becomes truer. Until finally one day, we have nothing further from our parents standing in the way of us and our Mother and Father.
Sooner or later your feeling-healing is going to take you into understanding the truth of your relationship with God.
A God of Love...We’re told God is love. That God is all-loving, so loves us very much. And we want to believe this.
However God is also the one who is making us suffer, incarnating us into a negative world, making our parents mistreat us, causing our childhood repression. God is giving us all our bad feelings - our shit life. God is making all the bad things happen. God is not providing us with a happy, all-loving - everything couldn’t be better - life. God is causing all your pain, heartache, misery - sickness, and everything that’s wrong within us. So what’s really going on? |
Or, a God of hate?Is not this God of love actually a God of hate? - showing you quite clearly that He’s not interested in you and doesn’t have your best interests at heart.
If God were truly loving, then surely you’d feel loved and not hated and despised. If God were truly loving, then surely He’d be protecting the environment and all the innocent all-loving creatures, instead of making us all behave evilly ruining everything for our own self-glory. Surely if God was all-loving, things would be very different... wouldn't they? |
Has God forsaken us?
So, has God forsaken us, and is it a lie that God is all-loving, when really God is the very Devil himself.
Or, is it that as yet we fail to understand the true loving nature of God and ourselves. And our experience of beginning life in the negative is a part of His/Their all-lovingness.
And is it that once we’ve healed all our childhood repression then we’ll come to understand that truth of what’s really going on, all because we’ll finally be in a better, perfect state of self- and feeling-acceptance to know what love - true and real love, is.
So is it that whilst we’re feeling like shit we need to express and accept all our bad feelings longing for the truth of them. And if we feel bad about God in any way, even if we hate and despise God or feel hated and despised by God, we should express all these bad feelings too.
The one thing that is for sure, is that we’re all very confused, and so we should be, because living denying our self and feelings can only make us this way.
Or, is it that as yet we fail to understand the true loving nature of God and ourselves. And our experience of beginning life in the negative is a part of His/Their all-lovingness.
And is it that once we’ve healed all our childhood repression then we’ll come to understand that truth of what’s really going on, all because we’ll finally be in a better, perfect state of self- and feeling-acceptance to know what love - true and real love, is.
So is it that whilst we’re feeling like shit we need to express and accept all our bad feelings longing for the truth of them. And if we feel bad about God in any way, even if we hate and despise God or feel hated and despised by God, we should express all these bad feelings too.
The one thing that is for sure, is that we’re all very confused, and so we should be, because living denying our self and feelings can only make us this way.
To hate God or not?
So if you’re struggling with your relationship with God: should you love God or not; do you feel love for God or not; do you feel loved by God or not, then perhaps you should put it on hold for a time, and concentrate on doing your feeling-healing making sure you express EVERY bad feeling along the way. Including all your bad feelings about God.
God wants it this way. God wants you to suffer in life. God has brought you into this unloving negative world. God wants you to be evil. God wants you to experience evil. God wants you to uncover the truth of evil within yourself. God wants you to believe you are not evil. God sustains your evilness. God is putting you through it all - good and bad. God wants the evil to exist with the good. God is making you suffer. God is giving you all your pain. God is making you feel unloved. God wants it EXACTLY HOW IT IS, or else God would change it.
So accept it as God wants it. And if you no longer want to be of it, of your self- and feeling-denying negative, unloving and untrue state, then God will help you out of it, by helping you do your soul and feeling-healing. You only have to want to live true to yourself. God gives you the choice. God didn't give you any choice as a young child, but now as an adult you can choose. It's all God's way, and only the truth will show us why God wants it this way. And the truth DOES show you, it really does. But you've got to find it - the truth of yourself - through your feelings.
So accept it as God wants it. And if you no longer want to be of it, of your self- and feeling-denying negative, unloving and untrue state, then God will help you out of it, by helping you do your soul and feeling-healing. You only have to want to live true to yourself. God gives you the choice. God didn't give you any choice as a young child, but now as an adult you can choose. It's all God's way, and only the truth will show us why God wants it this way. And the truth DOES show you, it really does. But you've got to find it - the truth of yourself - through your feelings.
Whilst doing your healing, it's very important, that if ANY bad feelings about God come up, and especially if they are contrary to what you think or believe you should feel about God, make sure you bring them all out, expressing them as fully as you can. You may be surprised to feel you have feelings of hatred for God, but such feelings might be tucked away deep inside you. And if so, through your healing they will gradually come up as does all your yuk, anger and hatred. And it all needs to be fully recognised, fully spoken about, and the truth uncovered.