Divine Love Spirituality
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Welcome to Divine Love Spirituality.
How it began.
Introduction to DLS.
Welcome to Divine Love Spirituality.
Hello.
Now I’m not going to try and sell it to you. Or try and convince you that it’s the best spirituality, as it will do these things itself for you if you give it a go. If you want the truth; if you want to live true to yourself; and if you’re prepared to submit yourself to the process of doing your soul-healing: finding the truth of yourself through your own feelings, then all you will experience will speak for itself.
For myself it has eclipsed all my spiritual expectations, however it hasn’t been anything like I thought living a spiritual life would be. In fact it’s been about the exact opposite. And because of this my life has changed completely. I have virtually healed all my fear and my childhood repression (I haven't as yet completed my soul-healing), and found my Heavenly Parents.
As far as I’m concerned, the beauty of Divine Love Spirituality is you, your soul drives it. There is no controlling church or governing authority. You are on your own. Just you with your Heavenly Mother and Father, and it's entirely up to you to want Their Divine Love; to want the Truth, and to uncover it within yourself. Your soul contains the light of all truth; you only need to find out how to get your soul to reveal it to you. And as this can only happen through your feelings and living true to them, then at some point you'll need to do your soul-healing. If you are denying yourself any feelings in any way, Divine Love Spirituality will help you to understand why, and point you in the right direction to stop being unloving to yourself.
Most of the information and truth contained within Divine Love Spirituality, that being all I have found out for myself, is new. It’s new to me, and as you uncover the truth for yourself, so too will it be new for you. And that’s the part I like the most. It takes a lot of existing spiritual and religious words and concepts, many that are used incorrectly, and puts them into the right context with the result being a very livable, contemporary spirituality, that embraces the best of the old whilst being illuminated by direct new revelation from spirit.
Divine Love Spirituality is an expression of my spirituality. Please feel free to take what you need if any of it appeals to you. As it all appeals to me, I hope you enjoy being challenged, and when you’re in the depths of your soul-healing I hope you blame, accuse and curse me for the day I was born. As then I will know that you’ll be getting the most out of it, and it will be achieving what I’d hoped it would do for you - all that it's done for me!
James.
September 2008
How it began
How DLS has come about.
Divine Love Spirituality is a result of my spiritual experiences. I tried all sorts of spiritual and religious systems of belief looking for something to make me feel good. I wanted to understand myself – why I felt bad so much of the time. And I wanted to understand my life – why wasn't it working out as I wanted it to?
So DLS is a synthesis of my personal spiritual investigation. I made up the name from my personal spirituality, and it is this that I now wish to offer to anyone who might gain something from it as I have done. It's certainly helped me and perhaps it might help you too.
As you read, please bear in mind, most of what you'll read is the subjective expression of my beliefs and experiences. Any errors of truth and information are mine, all of which you'll be able to correct for yourself as you uncover the truth through your soul-healing. I don't claim to know all the answers, but the further I progress in my divine-love spirituality, the more convinced I am as to how real, true and incredible it is.
The spirituality of Divine Love began with Mary Magdalene and Jesus all those years ago. You know the story: we completely rejected Mary, she being 'only a woman' and of 'little value'; and we rejected Jesus by nailing him to a cross. So we – humanity – rejected the TRUTH personified as the Son of our Father and Mother; and we rejected the TRUTH personified as the Daughter of our Mother and Father. Having come to show us the way to God, to introduce us to God as being BOTH our true Mother and Father, we showed we didn't want to welcome and accept them, nor did we want the truths they taught, with the resulting Christian religions making a mockery of what they said.
Mary and Jesus are our true spiritual parents and this you will come to know as truth – you'll feel it being true – when you progress in your ascension of truth. And so because of this, any other spiritual or religious system that exists at the exclusion of them is nonsense. Such things will only lead you further astray; further from yourself into your feeling self-denial; further into the control of your mind and your self-delusion, and further from the Truth.
So we screwed it up. We completely rejected the first true children – our 'older' sister and brother – of our Heavenly Parents. And naturally you might then expect our loving Mother and Father to at some point give us another go at getting it right. Which has and is still continuing to happen, beginning with the so-called 'second coming' of the truth from Jesus early last century, and continuing with Mary Magdalene. Jesus came to us via, or through, the mind of Mr. James. E Padgett who received messages from him and many other Celestial spirits.
Jesus is NOT God, as he says in the Padgett Messages, he is a spirit and living in 'spirit land' – in heaven. And so it only stands to reason that he is contactable and we can learn the truths from him and Mary. Something which the Church refuses to do believing that all such spirits are in league with the Devil, all because they are too afraid to expose themselves to the real Jesus, who will show up their falseness, lies and untruth. It is much safer, and far more profitable, to retain the Jesus of their minds fantasy, rather than finding out they are living a lie.
The Padgett Messages are freely available (see free books), and from numerous web sites with selected portions of them having been published in books (see links).
The book I read that introduced me to what Jesus wants to tell us, to clear up the untruths that are written in the Bible, is called, the Angelic Revelations of Divine Truth. And it was through this book that I read what Jesus wants us to know about God's Divine Love.
Jesus' messages are wonderful. If they appeal to you you'll quickly see how wrong the Church is, how we've mostly misunderstood, changed, and lost the truth he revealed so long ago. The messages come as a new revelation (although he is re-revealing them to us). They are very inspiring and uplifting, and true; and this you will feel, if it is the truth, you do genuinely want.
Up to now my story has been relatively straight forward, but this is where it starts to get somewhat complicated.
As perfect as Jesus' messages to Mr. Padgett are, they are not perfect. Confused? I'll try to explain. In fact, they are a little misleading, and this is where Divine Love Spirituality makes certain adjustments.
In his messages to Mr. Padgett, Jesus says he is re-revealing the truths he taught when on Earth, but what isn't made clear is that he is doing so under the same 'climate' he revealed them to us in the first place. The same limitations and restrictions apply, meaning, he is not free to speak openly about the feminine aspect of God because Mary Magdalene, his soul-mate, is still being denied. She was denied back then and so too was she still being denied early last century when Jesus and the Celestial spirits inspired Mr. Padgett's mind. So as a consequence, the Padgett Messages suffer from all the Church suffers, in that, it's all still male dominated, there is no feminine aspect of truth being represented. And so people who adhere to only the Padgett Messages will inevitably find themselves living yet again a very limited form of spirituality, and will continue to do so until they embrace Mary 'M' and unite the other half of the puzzle within themselves.
The other very misleading thing about the Padgett Messages is that they say: if you long for the Divine Love of God and receive it in your soul, then it will take away all your sin and error leaving you of pure natural love; and with your soul ultimately transformed into the very essence of God – becoming divine. And on the surface of it this is true; this is indeed what happens. However, the impression you gain from the messages is that it's all going to happen mysteriously and you don't have do anything other than long for the Divine Love, all the rest – your healing – being somehow taken care of for you. And as nice as this would be if it actually happened like that, from my experiences, it doesn't, and it's not until you include all that Mary has to say that you will understand why.
The Padgett Messages paint a lovely self-contained and complete picture of a true alternative to what the Church says, but what DLS says is that without the inclusion of the Feminine Aspect of Truth – all Mary Magdalene has to say, you're still going to be barking up the wrong tree. You're still limiting yourself to only the masculine side of the story, and sure, following the Padgett Messages to the letter might be more correct than the Church, but still , what will it achieve if you are are denying and rejecting the feminine? Whether a man or a woman, you're still doing what humanity has done all the way along: put women down, treating the feminine as if it's a second class citizen, that is if you bother to give it any credit at all, and that way of life will never advance you spirituality.
The trap is, you can long for the Divine Love – and it is wonderful feeling it flowing into your soul, and is the core truth to DLS; however, it alone is NOT enough to heal you. To heal ALL your sin and error – all that's wrong within you: your negative mind and will state, and all your resulting childhood repression, you need to actually DO your healing – your soul-healing, and that takes a lot of hard work. I'm afraid that, as far as I am concerned, there is no magical waving of any wand to heal us, nor any magical healing from spirit. The magic, as you will experience, comes as a result of your uncovering the truth of your childhood repression. For when you do that, THEN, all that has kept you untrue and keeps your self-denial in place, DOES, mysteriously vanish, leaving you healed and true.
So to complete the picture, we need to hear what Mary Magdalene has to say. And she has given me many messages which I gladly make freely available to you. However at present, if you want to read them you'll have to accept them unedited and unproofed – raw – because I can't afford to get them professionally edited. So if you can excuse my lousy English expression, compulsive excessive repetition, ignorant and incorrect word usage, and all my other mistakes, I'm sure you'll find Mary and the Celestial spirits equally as revealing as Jesus.
From my biased understanding, Divine Love Spirituality is the only true way to know ourselves, life and God, primarily because it embraces and unites both Mary and Jesus. From all I understand, unless they are both fully united and accepted by you then their Spirits of Truth will fail to function united together as one, failing to help you understand the truths as Mary and Jesus understand and live them. If both their Spirits of Truth are not made welcome by your acceptance of Mary and Jesus, then as you can see by the Church and by those people who only accept Mr Padgett's messages and the masculine, that you tend to get led off on a tangent away from actually finding the truth yourself through your own feelings. Because you are not led down inside yourself to heal your childhood repression. By not embracing both Mary and Jesus you are taken further away from facing the truth in the vain hope that magically God will save you taking away all your bad qualities and sparing you from any eternal punishment you might fear. And this only succeeds in binding you up in dogma and failing to liberate your true feelings, denying yourself the joy of self-revelation.
The key to spiritually ascending in truth is the healing of your childhood repression with the added help of longing to God for Their Divine Love. And as to what your childhood repression is, that is covered in the section on soul-healing.
One of the great things DLS can help you become is self-revealing, meaning, you discover the truth for yourself. Everyday more truth comes to you. Everyday you learn more about yourself: why you are the way you are; why you do the things you do; why you believe what you do; why you feel what you feel. And all that exists that is not in harmony with God's Will, or Laws, gets shown up and you are able to find the cause of why you have this disharmony, or imperfection, within you. You don't need a teacher, a priest, a Pope, or anyone else. You take complete responsibility for your own growth of truth. Mary and Jesus tell us how we can stand on our own two feet enjoying our personal relationship with our Mother and Father, as we grow in the truth They want us to know and live.
DLS is in it's infancy, if you take it on you will be forging your own path through the jungle. There is as yet no well worn tracks to follow, so you will be setting out on the threshold of new discovery, a new adventure, of which, as you get stuck into your healing, will become the greatest and most rewarding challenge of your life.
Introduction to DLS
A new, contemporary, challenging, spirituality based on new revelation from Jesus and his soul-mate Mary Magdalene. Perfect, if you sincerely want to find the truth of yourself.
Introducing the Feminine Aspect of God: our Divine and Heavenly Mother.
It begins with you longing to God – your Heavenly Father AND Mother – for Their Divine Love. Followed by longing to Them for the Truth which will lead you into doing your Soul-Healing.
Your soul-healing will heal all that's wrong within you through the healing of your Childhood Repression. And once you are healed you will know - and be living - the truth to the Celestial level, of yourself, of your life, and of God.
Divine Love Spirituality is not affiliated with any existing spiritual or religious organization. It does not use or support the Bible and has nothing to do with the Church.
Divine Love Spirituality exists as an alternative and true approach to God, showing you don't need impersonal organized religion, whilst offering you a very personal and intimate relationship with God: with God as your Heavenly Mother and Father, the Creator Parents of your soul.
Divine Love Spirituality embraces both the masculine and feminine aspects or principles of spirituality. It is a union between direct personal revelation and evolutionary life experience.
New Revelation from spirit.
Jesus re-presents truths about his, and our, Heavenly Father. Mary Magdalene presents truths about her, and our, Heavenly Mother. At last we have been given the complete revelation – the whole picture!!! Now we can unify the masculine and feminine within ourselves as represented by Mary and Jesus, and our Mother and Father.
Now we have found our true 'mother Mary'. And she is NOT Jesus' mother, but Mary Magdalene (our true spiritual mother), the soul-mate and EQUAL in truth of Jesus. Now we can begin to live and understand the whole truth they want us to know. Now we can personally relate to God as being both our Mother and Father.
We look to Mary and Jesus as our 'spiritual parents' as they guide us and introduce us to God who is both our Mother and Father of Paradise. Not two separate God's, but ONE God, that is the expression of SOUL with it's two aspects, or principles, of Personality, it's 'soul-mates': the Mother and Father of Creation.
It's time to get to know who God really is, and now we can. Now with the balance of the feminine added to the equation in the form of Mary Magdalene and our Heavenly Mother, we no longer need to try and relate to God in a unbalanced and biased manor as being only our Heavenly Father. We have been missing and denying ourselves a vital ingredient by not knowing God also as our Heavenly Mother.
And when you unite the Two who are One within you, it all begins to make sense. You feel it all start to come together. You receive answers to all your outstanding questions. And you can begin to live your true spiritual path as THEIR child. A child that has NOT one parent, but, naturally and of course, TWO!
We start life with two human physical parents. And as we grow older we should find out that Mary M and Jesus are our spiritual parents - that is, we look to them to guide us and show us the way to God. We take Jesus up on his offer: 'Follow me'. Mary and Jesus then direct us to our true Paradise, Soul, or Heavenly Parents. It couldn't be simpler, and yet to fully live such truth you will begin a journey of a life time. You may believe you have already made good progress on your spiritual pathy, and this may well be so, however, if you choose to embrace Divine Love Spirituality you will discover all such progress has only been to prepare you for what is about to come: your first real and true spiritual step on your ascension of truth toward Paradise.
Divine Love Spirituality
Do you want to know the truth of yourself? Do you really? Are you sure? How do you really know?
Are you prepared to look into those hidden dark areas within you, those places you’ve been trying to avoid?
Are you prepared to do whatever it takes to uncover the truth of why you’re searching - why you’re not happy with your life?
And what if what you find doesn’t make you feel good? Are you prepared to accept it anyway - if it is the truth?
And what if it makes you look at all your early childhood relationships, and a lot of what you see contradicts how you might presently relate to these relationships?
And what if what you 'see', all through your feelings, shows you that you weren’t as loved as perhaps you thought you were?
And what if this then leads you to understanding that all your problems, and why you are looking for answers, all stems from what really happened to you during your early forming years?
And what if this truth threatens to smash apart your whole reality, threatening to turn your whole life on it’s head?
Do you still feel like pushing on and uncovering the truth about yourself?
Because if you do, then Divine Love Spirituality can help you. If you don’t, then I’m afraid it won’t be of much use.
And if you choose to go on, please understand that it won’t be an easy road; no ten magical steps to take and then you’ll be as 'Happy as Larry'. No, if you sincerely want to uncover the whole truth of yourself - of your soul - then it’s going to take a long time, years, and it’s going to be one of, and if not, the hardest thing in your life to do.
However, what you can count on is that Divine Love Spirituality is real, not another mind fantasy and something to take you further away from the truth of yourself, promising everything but in the end leaving you flat, let down again, disappointed, and no closer to your goal than when you first started out.
Divine Love Spirituality is for you if you do truly want to live a spiritual life, however it won’t be like anything you’ve previously heard about, read about, or tried. It’s not about making your life pleasant in the short term, by helping you to use your mind to make you feel better. It’s about the exact opposite: helping you to focus on your bad feelings and helping you to stop denying them. Because as you will discover, the hidden truth of yourself – what you are looking for – is contained 'within' your feelings, and mostly within your bad feelings whilst you are heavily denying them, the very opposite to what most other systems teach.
Finding the truth of yourself is very difficult and I am not going to pretend otherwise. In fact I am going to try and put you off looking for it, and one of my tactics is by making you read all of this. This is not a web site for the visitor who is in a rush and needs to get what he can easy and simply in one or two clicks and be off on his very important and busy life. This is a web site at which you stop at and take your time and read, because there is a lot to know. If you want to live Divine Love Spirituality you’ll be setting out to change your whole life; nothing will remain the same; nothing will remain untouched. It will confront all that you are, all that you say – how you say and do it. And it will confront all your behaviour, at every step asking you the question: why am I as I am; why do I behave this way; what is the truth of why I am like this. And not everyone will want to know the answers to these questions about themselves, even though they say they do want to know the truth of themselves. And if you are one of these people then you are lying to yourself, as you don’t want to know the truth, and so Divine Love Spirituality will have helped you see some truth about yourself already!
What I want you to understand is that what you think finding the truth of yourself is, it isn’t that, your understanding will be wrong. And how I can say that about you, without even knowing you, is because DLS will show you that just about everything you think you know to be right will be wrong. And this is why it’s so difficult, because to be presented with time and time again as you grow in truth, that all you are is wrong, is very hard to deal with, and this is what is going to happen, because currently you are living untrue.
You can of course take your time, read and digest what is said, this not being very difficult; but if you want to live DLS, to actively start to look for and uncover the truth of yourself, then you will begin your healing, and this IS VERY HARD!
So what happens now, where do you go from here?
Well, you read on, as unfortunately I can’t be with you in person to explain it all.
I present DLS as an offering of all I have experienced. It has certainly helped me and I would like to think will be of some help to you. However, once you get the general idea of what it’s all about and how to go about it, you’ll be on your own and I won’t have anything further to do with you. But that is the beauty of it: you become wholly self-dependent, not needing me or anyone else to show the way. You uncover the way for yourself - your true way; and in your own time, all being achieved through your feelings.
Now if you’re a bloke (a man), and feelings aren’t your thing, then you’re in for a rude surprise, because if you do want to sincerely find the truth of yourself, it’s all about and done through, your feelings. So no feelings - no truth, it's your choice.
What DLS will help you do is LIVE TRUE TO YOUR FEELINGS; TRUE TO HOW YOU FEEL. Something most of us don’t do, but need to do if we’re to stop living untrue to ourselves. And the fact that you’re here still reading all of this means you are living untrue, but something in you wants to live true; and if that is so, and you can feel it, then it’s your feelings - and in particular all your bad ones - you’re going to get to know.
And who wants to deal with their bad feelings? Most of us do all we can to get rid of them, but here I am now telling you: if you truly want to uncover the truth that's hidden within you, then you will have to do the opposite to what most of us do and start to accept your bad feelings, start to allow yourself to feel bad.
And if you go on and do your soul-healing or feeling-healing (the healing of your childhood repression without including God and Their Divine Love), you are going to feel bad, very bad, a lot of the time. And to allow yourself to, to even want to, is going to stop a lot of people going deeper into themselves, preventing them from finding the whole truth of themselves. They may scratch around the surface and that’s fine; they may learn a few new things and look at things in a different light, and that's okay; but they won’t go into themselves to the depths they will need to: into the deep dark depths of their bad feelings, so as to find the truth that is repressed within them. And that is the challenge. And believe me, you will be challenged every moment of every day if you decide to take it all on seriously.
How are you doing, have I put you off yet? Still wanting to read on. I’m being as gentle as I can, not like how your healing will be when you get right into it. Not like how it will be when all your falseness and bullshit starts to get stripped from you. Not how it will be when you start to become a real person and not the mixed up false and pretend one you are now.
DLS is based on new revelation from spirit. It’s not something that I just made up. It’s a real way to live life and like nothing that currently exists. And as far as I am concerned, it’s the only true way. All the rest will only lead you up the garden path one way or another. They will all say they are helping you find the truth of yourself, and you might have some good enjoyable insights into yourself, but I assure you, it will be like nothing compared to when the truth starts to come up in you of it’s own accord as a result of your soul-healing, helping you to understand the truth of your feelings as you start accepting and expressing them.
Here’s a truth, see how you feel about it, it's one of the major foundations stones of DLS:
Why you have all of your bad feelings, and why bad things happen to you, all happen because of how badly you were treated by your parents during your forming years, between conception and six years old.
How do you feel about that?
What it means is that all that’s wrong within you: why your life isn’t as you’d like it to be; why you’re here reading this looking for answers, searching for meaning, is all because your parents didn’t love you as you needed to be loved. In some way they denied you and that has caused you great problems, all of which make you feel bad. You are not satisfied with your life – right? If you were, you wouldn’t be reading this – right? And why you’re not satisfied is because of how your parents treated you. So your parents, those very two people who you might feel loved you so much, didn’t, for had they, then you would feel perfectly loved, happy and content in your life and not needing to search for any answers. And so if they didn’t love you as much as you thought they did, then what did happen? Then what was it all about with them? What really went on between you and your parents?
And that’s exactly what DLS is all about - finding the truth of yourself, the truth of all your feelings. So then what do you do? What do you do when all you have believed to be true starts to get holes punched in it; when all you believed your life to be starts to fall apart? And it will, as you search for the truth within your repressed childhood feelings. I can guarantee you that.
Do you still want to go on? Feeling up to it?
If you don’t want to look back into your early childhood to find the truth you are hiding from yourself, then, you may as well forget it, don’t bother reading on as you’ll only be wasting your time, and DLS won’t be for you.
If you DO want to find the whole truth of yourself; to fully embrace your spiritual growth; to heal yourself of all that’s wrong within you, then you’re going to head back into your early childhood because, as you will discover, the truth you are looking for is all back there.
But you thought your childhood was over and you don’t want to go back into it!!!
That’s fine, you don’t have to, but you’ll never find the truth you’re looking for. So you may as well go and look at other so-called spiritual or religious systems, ones that won’t confront you to the very core of your being; ones that will promise to make you eternally happy without you having to go anywhere near your early childhood. There are plenty of those systems out there: you can love God, speak with the spirits, believe you have found enlightenment, soar with the angels; waste your time with erroneous beliefs like reincarnation, but none of it will have anything to do with the truth of yourself: the truth that is contained within the pain of your early childhood. And I say pain, because it’s contained within all the bad feelings from back when you were young that you have repressed, and it's within your soul waiting to come out. And that’s what the doing of your soul-healing is: it’s working on bringing out all your pain, all your repressed hidden bad feelings. And, as I've said, it’s very hard to do, and very painful.
And I know that you’ve probably heard other systems speak about helping you to do your soul-healing, but that 'soul-healing', and the soul-healing DLS will help you do, will be miles apart, just sharing the same name in common. The soul-healing I am talking about will take you apart systematically piece by piece making you examine your motives in each piece. It will help you see how each piece came to be, all under the negative influences of your parents and early carers. And then it will help you put the parts and pieces back together again but in the right way. In the end you will be something of new person, as if you’ve been made or born anew - you will feel as if you've been born anew. Starting out in many ways living life over, but this time a true life and not the false and untrue one that you’ve lived so far.
So what do I think about the healing overall?
Well, it’s the most amazing, incredible, fucking hard thing I have ever done - and I'm not done yet. And no way would I ever wish to go back through it again. It is on the one hand, so bad I would advise you to stay well away, don’t even bother to begin; and yet on the other hand, it's been the most incredible experience I've ever had. So I highly recommend it, as horrible as it will be for you.
I was parented to believe that things should be straight forward: you either like them or not. That it's either good so you accept it, or it's bad so you have nothing to do with it. And the same with people. However what my healing has shown me is life isn’t that simplistic. Life is full of loving something and hating it, even loving something or someone in one moment and hating them in the next. It has shown me it’s all just about feelings, not trying to fix down and control everything with my mind and its beliefs. So my healing has been wonderful, as much as it has been the worst thing I could ever have done. You do it, and see what you feel about it.
So welcome to Divine Love Spirituality.
