Divine Love Fantasy
I am alone, sitting on my log. I’m sitting on my log because my parents have been mean and nasty to me. I am sitting alone on my log and I am lonely and miserable because they don’t love me. That is how I feel - unloved.
I am alone and sitting on my log, just as the little boy at the Fishing Park was after his father had been mean to him. I have been sitting on my log for a long time. I have felt, and do feel, miserable, often.
Alone on my log I pretend that I am loved. I pretend that my parents do love me. I fantasise about living a life in which I always have a great time. A life in which everyone wants me, everyone likes me - a life that I enjoy. And a life in which I never feel unhappy, scared, miserable and alone. A life in which I always feel loved.
Alone on my log in my little world of fantasy I have my fish; I have my cicadas and caterpillars, my little turtles and newts. These were all my little pretend friends when I too was little.
Now I am big and I am still alone on my log, still with my pretend friends. However these friends are now unseen - spirits - and I speak to them and they speak to me.
Mary Magdalene and Jesus are two of my friends and they have been telling me lots of things. They have been helping me to understand that indeed I are sitting alone on my log, and why I am. And they have been helping me make up other fantasies in my mind. One of which is Divine Love Spirituality.
So come and be with me, come and be my friend, sitting on my log in my little world of fantasy. Come and see what Mary and Jesus have to say. Come into my world of Divine Love Fantasy.
I am alone, sitting on my log. I’m sitting on my log because my parents have been mean and nasty to me. I am sitting alone on my log and I am lonely and miserable because they don’t love me. That is how I feel - unloved.
I am alone and sitting on my log, just as the little boy at the Fishing Park was after his father had been mean to him. I have been sitting on my log for a long time. I have felt, and do feel, miserable, often.
Alone on my log I pretend that I am loved. I pretend that my parents do love me. I fantasise about living a life in which I always have a great time. A life in which everyone wants me, everyone likes me - a life that I enjoy. And a life in which I never feel unhappy, scared, miserable and alone. A life in which I always feel loved.
Alone on my log in my little world of fantasy I have my fish; I have my cicadas and caterpillars, my little turtles and newts. These were all my little pretend friends when I too was little.
Now I am big and I am still alone on my log, still with my pretend friends. However these friends are now unseen - spirits - and I speak to them and they speak to me.
Mary Magdalene and Jesus are two of my friends and they have been telling me lots of things. They have been helping me to understand that indeed I are sitting alone on my log, and why I am. And they have been helping me make up other fantasies in my mind. One of which is Divine Love Spirituality.
So come and be with me, come and be my friend, sitting on my log in my little world of fantasy. Come and see what Mary and Jesus have to say. Come into my world of Divine Love Fantasy.
Trying to make sense of it all?
If you’re looking for new spiritual inspiration then you’ve probably concluded that we - humanity - are heading in the wrong direction and that nothing really is going to change (unless it's completely unexpected), and it’s only going to get worse. And you may have reached the point where you understand that really you can’t do anything about trying to change the world for the greater good as there is simply too much bad, so you have come back to yourself - to try and change yourself for the better. And no doubt you’ve been looking at various systems of belief, religious and spiritual; and as you are still looking, you obviously haven’t found that which captures your whole attention and imagination, inspiring you to put in the effort to live the proffered way. So to try and make it easier for you in regards to whether or not Divine Love Spirituality might appeal to you, I will list something of what it involves: It makes the assumption that we’re all conceived into the wrong way of living - a negative state of mind and will. And that this state is passed onto us - we’re made to become of it - by our parenting. That we’re all heading in the wrong direction whether it be existing spiritual or religious systems or non spiritual and religious systems. And so to heal ourselves, to turn ourselves around, to become of a positive mind and will, we need to heal all the damage that was done to us during our forming years - heal our childhood repression. And to do this we need to stop denying all the parts of ourself we’re keeping suppressed, mostly that being seen by our not allowing ourselves to feel many of our bad feelings. By doing our soul- and feeling-healing we can heal our negative condition becoming self-revealing of truth. By becoming self-truth-revealing we are willingly embracing our spiritual ascension of truth, growing in real and true spiritual awareness, living true to ourselves - true to what we feel. And as we grow in truth, so too do we expand our understanding of, and relationship with, God; God becoming personally our Heavenly Mother and Father. We introduce the Feminine Aspect of Truth into our life, bringing about a balance and harmony that will enable us to live perfectly at-one with ourself, nature and God. Divine Love Spirituality is for people who do sincerely want to uncover the whole truth of themselves. I know this is what every other spiritual system says, however they are saying it still within the negative. So no matter what they might say and what you may believe, you'll only be furthering your self-denying negative state. DLS is for you if you do sincerely want to get yourself out of your negative way of being; that being one that is anti-self, nature and God. That being the way your parents imposed on you irrespective of what you have been led to think and believe about yourself. DLS is not for the light-hearted. Believe me, to extract yourself from your self-denying negative state of mind and will is no small feat. It will take a complete life commitment and a long time. For as you will see, there will be a lot for you to understand about your negative life - a lot of healing needing to be done. Are you serious about growing in truth? Do you want to live true?
Are you prepared to do whatever it takes to live the true way as now revealed by Mary and Jesus? What they tell us sounds like we've got a huge challenge ahead of us. They say that most of how we are and what we do is wrong. And to fix ourselves requires us doing our soul-healing - a very long arduous process of systematically looking into our feelings to uncover the truth of why we are feeling them; all of which will lead us deep inside ourselves so we can uncover the truth of what's really going on within us - what's going on to make us be so wrong. They tell us how to live true to our feelings whilst giving up our dependance on our minds - the using of our minds to control our lives. They tell how we can fully accept all those parts of us we're denying through longing for the truth of our feelings - the healing of our soul. Free will
It's said we have free will, and by using our will we can change our future by changing ourselves. The only free will we have is the freedom to think what we like, and to delude ourselves that this means we are free to do always as we please. Our free will is confined to our minds, and not our feelings, unless those feelings are being controlled by our minds. Our true freedom comes from living truly as the child of God that we are, which we can only do by living true to all our feelings. Our soul is guiding us through life by using our feelings to show us the way - the way to the truth of ourselves, life and God. If we deny any feelings we are denying our soul its rightful and full expression. So we are denying ourselves all that we could be, all that God has made us. And so we are denying ourselves our true freedom of feeling-expression. |
Wanting the TRUTH
I got fed up with my life not 'working'. Nothing happened as I wanted it to. Things kept getting in the way preventing me from moving along. And I wanted to know why. I was also desperately unhappy and full of fear about everything, and I also wanted to know why I felt like this. I looked for a spiritual explanation. Eventually I realised that I needed to know the truth. That the truth was the key. And if I could uncover the truth of myself - what was really going on within me - then possibly I could understand why I was feeling so bad and why my life was crap. Divine Love Spirituality is all about the TRUTH. It's about helping the individual uncover it within themselves by living true to ones feelings. It's about how to live it, not just understand a bunch of truths with your mind. It's about how to become self-revealing so you can find the truth for yourself through your feelings. Feelings lead the way to truth, not beliefs of the mind. However, because it is all about the truth, and our world and how we live is all about the untruth, if you are seriously wanting to live true and know what it's all about, then you'll be following a path that will take you far out on a limb. DLS is far out on that limb. So some of what you will read, some of what the truth is comprised of, will be very challenging, confronting the untruth within you and asking you to take large steps into the unknown. Yet if this is what you want - to find the truth at all costs - you won't be disappointed. If you seriously do want the way out of your yuk, then Divine Love Spirituality can help you. Divine Love Spirituality is a newly inspired revelation of truth. It offers nothing to help you maintain your condition of untruth, as do all other religions and spiritual systems; it offers you everything to find the truth yourself, by yourself. |