When you've not been accepted as yourself by your parents, then you will do all you can to make them love and accept you, even going to great lengths to pretend you are someone else, all in hope that they will like and accept that which you've become. Your false self.
The men who would be Jesus. And the women who would be Mary Magdalene.
As far as I am concerned, Jesus has come again so far as revealing the truths we need to know to heal ourselves of our wrongness. He has told us about our need to long to God for the Divine Love - in the Padgett Messages; and together with his soul-mate Mary Magdalene has told us how we can set about healing ourselves so we can live true to our soul - in my writings with them both.
Below is a list of why the men who say they are Jesus are not him from all that Jesus and Mary have helped me understand about the true nature of spirituality. I am only writing a list as I understand such things without including explanations as to what some of the points mean and how they might apply and be relevant to our lives, however such explanations can be found elsewhere in my writing.
- There is no reincarnation, so Jesus and Mary Magdalene would not come again being conceived and born as a baby. Were they to physically come again to Earth, they would come as full adults, simply materialising, as is understood from reading the Urantia Book.
- If one incarnates, all previous personality is erased - a new personality bestowed; so were they to reincarnate they’d no longer be Mary and Jesus as we know them, as their whole universe knows them.
- When Mary and Jesus came they remained true to their soul - perfect, unlike all of us, who have been conceived into the Rebellion and Default, and so became imperfect, untrue and evil. They didn’t have to do their Soul-Healing, healing themselves of their negative state of mind and will, healing themselves of their self-denial; like we do. So were they to come again as in reincarnate, they’d still remain perfect with no healing to do, as their soul is too perfect to take on the effects of rebellion. And so being perfect again, would not be able to achieve any more than they did two thousand years ago, so it would be a waste of their time. They would still have to be limited by the restrictions imposed on them as they were all those years ago, as they chose not to directly interfere with our evilness; and so as those restrictions still apply, they’d not be able to do any more than they’ve already done.
- All they can do without interfering directly with our self-denial, they can easily do from spirit, as shown by the Padgett Messages and my work with them concerning our healing. So again there would be nothing gained by them actually being born all over again.
- Jesus and Mary came to Earth to terminate the Lucifer Rebellion in their universe - Nebadon. And to gain direct experience of what it is like growing up and living in flesh - and being surrounded and immersed in evil. Having done those two things, there is again nothing further to be gained by them being born again.
- Simply, it would be a waste of their time being born again, an unnecessary time away from governing their universe. Neither they personally nor any other spirit, mortal or angel in Nebadon would gain anything more were they to be born again.
- What humanity does require to further its spiritual growth is an Avonal pair, a higher Son and Daughter that submit to being incarnated onto Earth and taking on all the imperfection, doing what Mary and Jesus couldn’t do. It is the role of the Avonals to do this, so as to reveal the truths needed for mankind to heal ourselves of evil. The Creator Pair that Mary and Jesus are, don’t reveal such truths. To do so would infringe upon the state of evil. The Creator Pair are too much like the Mother and Father - too perfect, if you like, to engage in evil. They can’t become evil, for were they to, the whole of their local universe would have to follow them into the darkness, every spirit, mortal and angel becoming evil too. So they cannot be born on any world that is in rebellion, that is living untrue, that is persisting in a negative state of mind and will, such as we are, and becoming of that evilness. We are all born into rebellion and so become of it by default, it being passed onto us by our parents no matter how loving and well-meaning they might be. And so we need an Avonal pair to come and also become of it, just as we are, and for them to heal themselves of it; and in doing so, open and show humanity the way they too can do it. They Avonals deal with the direct rectification of individual planets if they need to be rescued or saved from rebellion. Mary and Jesus, the one Creator Pair of Nebadon, deal with saving the whole universe on the spiritual level. Which they did when they put an end to the Lucifer’s and Satan’s nefarious ways. The Avonal’s when they come here will put an end to the Caligastia’s and Daligastia’s planetary corruption.
- Jesus and Mary are the perfect example of Living Truth that we are all to follow. So they can’t become imperfect at any time, or we’d then be following the example of imperfection, and getting seriously mixed messages. The whole universe looks to follow Jesus and Mary. And the Avonal pair are to show us how to get ourselves out of the personal mess we’re in so we can stop living untrue to ourselves; and so once healed, look to following Mary and Jesus. Because once we are healed, so will we be perfect and of a positive mind and will like Mary and Jesus - no longer evil, and no longer living in denial of all that is good, loving and true; so no longer living against them.
- Mary and Jesus’ age is currently ending, and they don’t need to be born again to end it. Were they somehow born again, they’d be beginning a new age by their birth, and yet as I said, as they can’t show us directly how to heal ourselves of our evilness because they can’t take it on and heal themselves of it, so they would just be initiating another spiritual age the same as the one we’re ending. So again nothing would be achieved, no progress spiritually would be made. For us to progress spiritually now in a positive light, we need the Avonals as I said. Or if we are to further evolve negatively, then we’ll have just an Avonal visit in spirit, and possibly one we’d not even be aware of, all so we could merrily continue evolving our evilness through the next spiritual age. And were an Avonal pair to come as full adults simply materialising out of thin air, they being perfect would achieve nothing more than Jesus or Mary did, because they would not take on the evil. From all I’ve been told by spirits, we are not to have more of the same, another age for us to continue evolving our evilness, as it would be too damaging for us if we were left to live another whole spiritual age in our wrongness. So we’re looking to bring about the end of the Rebellion and Default on the personal level, each person being presented with the truths and information needed to heal themselves should they want to; those truths and information coming to light from the Avonal pair, and all the higher spirits that will be on hand to help those people who want to heal themselves and live true to their soul during the next spiritual age of 1000 years.
- And again, if it were somehow possible for Jesus and Mary to incarnate again, and were it somehow possible for them to take on our evilness, to become as we are, untrue to ourselves, they would then heal themselves first before their public ministry began, so wouldn’t be setting about trying to help people to do their healing whilst they themselves were still working to heal themselves. They might be able to share information and offer it for consideration as they progressed in their healing, however they’d not take on the full responsibility of saying, ‘I can help you, follow me’ until they’d completely healed themselves; and until they had completely healed themselves, they would not actually know the truth as to whether or not what they were doing was going in the right direction. So they’d certainly not want to lead others astray, telling people to follow them, when they wouldn’t know a hundred percent that their way was the right way. And the same applies to the Avonal pair.
- Were Jesus and Mary to come again, and were they able to reveal the truths about how we could heal ourselves of our evilness, we’d hate what they said. They would be anti all that we are, they being truly loving and perfect, we being unloving and imperfect. So no one, unless they were wanting to live true and reject all that they were, would listen to them, let alone want to follow them. If they came and were perfect and confronted us - the powers that be, would very soon get rid of them, just as we did all those years ago. We’d tell them and all the universe that we didn’t want their perfection, that we wanted to be our own gods - gods ourselves and gods to each other, and so they can go away and leave us alone. And as they’d not interfere with us as they didn’t two thousand years ago, so they’d not put any resistance.
- Jesus and Mary are not going to come and take all those faithful ‘believers’ to the Promised Land. There is enough information available to us from spirit now that points out the necessity of the mansion worlds, that we can heal ourselves in them if we fail to do so whilst in flesh; and that we need to heal ourselves of our negative and evil states, because if we don’t, we’re not allowed to move deeper and further into the universe towards Paradise, the true Promised Home for us all, the Home of God. As long as we choose to remain imperfect and in self- and true feeling-denial, we’ll remain confined to the mansion worlds. Only fully healed spirits attain Celestial perfection being free to ascend through the rest of Nebadon and on to Paradise.
- It is for the Avonals to reveal the truths of what’s involved in personally healing ones Childhood Repression, all so their liberated Spirits of Truth can help those people who aspire to do their Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing. And that’s why Jesus and Mary didn’t speak about it, why Jesus omits it in the Padgett Messages with only vague references to it.
- Mary and Jesus can speak to us about the theory of what’s involved in healing ourselves, but as they’ve not done it, having been born perfect on our world, so their Spirits of Truth can’t help us with our healing, and so no one has been able to gain such help these past two thousand years, as no one has been able to heal themselves completely of their evilness. And until the Avonals release their Spirits of Truth that contain the truths from their direct life experience of healing themselves of being evil, humanity will never be able to progress, it will never be able to fully heal itself of its evilness. Therapy and any other kinds of healing will only be able to do so much, but not all, enough to allow the individual to feel better about being evil, feeling better within themselves so as to be more of a success in the world, but in the world of evil. So if the Avonal pair doesn’t come, humanity will never be able to fully heal itself, irrespective of what Mary and Jesus might say. Because our souls are designed to progress through Nebadon with the help of Spirits of Truth, we can’t do it ourselves, we just go around in circles lost to our natural love state; and whilst we’re evil, lost to our evilness.
- We believe wrongly that all we need is Mary and Jesus’ help. But in fact as I’ve said, they can’t actually help us heal ourselves on Earth. They can when we are in spirit, in the Divine Love mansion worlds, but they can’t help us whilst we’re of flesh, all because, as I said, they didn’t take on the evil, they didn’t experience it by being it. And they can’t experience it, they can’t surrender their perfectness to become imperfect. Only the Avonals can do that. So we actually need the Avonals more than we need Mary and Jesus, because they are our way out.
- Anyone who claims to be Mary or Jesus would have to be perfect. If they have one problem, like we all do, they are not who they say they are.
- If Jesus and Mary are to come again in the physical, so far as I understand, they might come and no doubt will come, when the Morontial Temple descends out of spirit onto Earth. Then they’d be able to visit our world from spirit, we would be able to see and speak and even touch them, just as if they’d materialised. However the Morontial Temple will not descend until humanity has fully healed itself of its evilness and then is well on the way to living perfectly and of Light and Life status. And that will not be for a very long time. Mary and Jesus have told me they routinely visit all the physical planets that have Morontial Temples, and so would include Earth - or Urantia, on their list. Were they to materialise for any other reason, it would be to end and begin a spiritual age (only by using the Morontial Temple can Paradise pairs visit physical worlds without affecting them to the degree of initiating a new planetary age), and so as there would be nothing gained by their doing that as I’ve already stated, that being the department of future Avonal visits, so it looks like humanity will have to wait until it’s well and truly healed itself of its evilness before Mary and Jesus put in an appearance. And what a glorious day that will be!
- Mary and Jesus don’t lie. They might not reveal all the truth or information at once, which can lead us to misinterpreting what they have said, but as we seek the truth of our own soul by doing our healing, so we will be able to fill in the gaps and sort out our errors of misunderstanding. Jesus says in the Padgett Messages that the Divine Love, as we invocate it into our soul, will remove all our sins and errors, which it will, but not seemingly magically, but by doing the hard work of seeking the truth of ourselves through our feelings. Mary and Jesus don’t tell us what to do, they give us certain guidelines but leave the rest up to us. We have to fill in all the gaps.
- And finally, Mary and Jesus have told me they are now finished with us, their age coming to a close. They are not speaking with anyone on Earth anymore and leaving the Celestial spirits to get on with helping us through the next age. And really there is nothing more they can do for us, it’s now up to the next age brought into being by the Avonals that we are to look towards.
- People who claim to be Mary Magdalene or Jesus, were they to fully embrace doing their healing, would as part of that, see what happened to them during their forming years to make them want to pretend to be someone they are not. And once they liberated such truth and all the repressed bad feelings associated with it, would then give up their self-delusion, coming back to just being themselves. And we discover, we are good enough as we are, when we feel truly and fully loved, and we don’t have to pretend to be the ones who are the Greatest of Love. We can feel good and happy just being true to ourselves, without having to put on the show of being someone special and with some extra and divine power. Trying to be Jesus or Mary is a hard act to follow, it’s much easier just being yourself. Easier that is, once you’ve healed yourself of all the reasons why you don’t want to be yourself - why you hate being the real and true you, and why you are so desperately wanting to be someone else. And all because your parents didn’t accept you as you were, making the natural you feel unwanted and unloved; and by doing so, making you believe you had to change yourself into being what you thought is something or someone better. A better version of yourself, even someone else who everyone looks up to, so your parents will love you and accept and want you, and not reject you. It’s a very sad and poor thing being false, as we all are, as we’ve all been made to be. And just because we don’t all go around saying we’re Mary or Jesus, we’re still in our own ways putting on our false facades, pretending we’re better than we feel we are.
So these are the latest thoughts I’ve had about these people wanting to be Jesus and Mary Magdalene. And really, were they to study the Urantia Book, even though it says worlds that play host to the bestowal of the Creator Son (and I believe it’s a pair, both Jesus and Mary Magdalene) don’t then receive another bestowal of an Avonal pair, for me the book is talking about ordinary worlds, worlds not torn apart and suffering great spiritual deprivation and upheaval due to Rebellion. And so in the case of rebellious worlds, perhaps an Avonal bestowal is needed together with the Creator pair bestowal because of all I’ve said above. And so people who want to pretend they are someone special - a High Son or Daughter, would do better I reckon claiming to be a bestowal Avonal rather than claiming to me Mary or Jesus, as one could at least develop a plausible spiritual argument as I have done above. So that is what I am waiting and looking for, people who claim to be Avonals, full of their bad evil lives and who are seeking to heal themselves of their evilness - or have done so; and so will be either the real deal, or people just wanting to be someone they are not, yet people who amazingly have been able to do their healing.
Below is a list of why the men who say they are Jesus are not him from all that Jesus and Mary have helped me understand about the true nature of spirituality. I am only writing a list as I understand such things without including explanations as to what some of the points mean and how they might apply and be relevant to our lives, however such explanations can be found elsewhere in my writing.
- There is no reincarnation, so Jesus and Mary Magdalene would not come again being conceived and born as a baby. Were they to physically come again to Earth, they would come as full adults, simply materialising, as is understood from reading the Urantia Book.
- If one incarnates, all previous personality is erased - a new personality bestowed; so were they to reincarnate they’d no longer be Mary and Jesus as we know them, as their whole universe knows them.
- When Mary and Jesus came they remained true to their soul - perfect, unlike all of us, who have been conceived into the Rebellion and Default, and so became imperfect, untrue and evil. They didn’t have to do their Soul-Healing, healing themselves of their negative state of mind and will, healing themselves of their self-denial; like we do. So were they to come again as in reincarnate, they’d still remain perfect with no healing to do, as their soul is too perfect to take on the effects of rebellion. And so being perfect again, would not be able to achieve any more than they did two thousand years ago, so it would be a waste of their time. They would still have to be limited by the restrictions imposed on them as they were all those years ago, as they chose not to directly interfere with our evilness; and so as those restrictions still apply, they’d not be able to do any more than they’ve already done.
- All they can do without interfering directly with our self-denial, they can easily do from spirit, as shown by the Padgett Messages and my work with them concerning our healing. So again there would be nothing gained by them actually being born all over again.
- Jesus and Mary came to Earth to terminate the Lucifer Rebellion in their universe - Nebadon. And to gain direct experience of what it is like growing up and living in flesh - and being surrounded and immersed in evil. Having done those two things, there is again nothing further to be gained by them being born again.
- Simply, it would be a waste of their time being born again, an unnecessary time away from governing their universe. Neither they personally nor any other spirit, mortal or angel in Nebadon would gain anything more were they to be born again.
- What humanity does require to further its spiritual growth is an Avonal pair, a higher Son and Daughter that submit to being incarnated onto Earth and taking on all the imperfection, doing what Mary and Jesus couldn’t do. It is the role of the Avonals to do this, so as to reveal the truths needed for mankind to heal ourselves of evil. The Creator Pair that Mary and Jesus are, don’t reveal such truths. To do so would infringe upon the state of evil. The Creator Pair are too much like the Mother and Father - too perfect, if you like, to engage in evil. They can’t become evil, for were they to, the whole of their local universe would have to follow them into the darkness, every spirit, mortal and angel becoming evil too. So they cannot be born on any world that is in rebellion, that is living untrue, that is persisting in a negative state of mind and will, such as we are, and becoming of that evilness. We are all born into rebellion and so become of it by default, it being passed onto us by our parents no matter how loving and well-meaning they might be. And so we need an Avonal pair to come and also become of it, just as we are, and for them to heal themselves of it; and in doing so, open and show humanity the way they too can do it. They Avonals deal with the direct rectification of individual planets if they need to be rescued or saved from rebellion. Mary and Jesus, the one Creator Pair of Nebadon, deal with saving the whole universe on the spiritual level. Which they did when they put an end to the Lucifer’s and Satan’s nefarious ways. The Avonal’s when they come here will put an end to the Caligastia’s and Daligastia’s planetary corruption.
- Jesus and Mary are the perfect example of Living Truth that we are all to follow. So they can’t become imperfect at any time, or we’d then be following the example of imperfection, and getting seriously mixed messages. The whole universe looks to follow Jesus and Mary. And the Avonal pair are to show us how to get ourselves out of the personal mess we’re in so we can stop living untrue to ourselves; and so once healed, look to following Mary and Jesus. Because once we are healed, so will we be perfect and of a positive mind and will like Mary and Jesus - no longer evil, and no longer living in denial of all that is good, loving and true; so no longer living against them.
- Mary and Jesus’ age is currently ending, and they don’t need to be born again to end it. Were they somehow born again, they’d be beginning a new age by their birth, and yet as I said, as they can’t show us directly how to heal ourselves of our evilness because they can’t take it on and heal themselves of it, so they would just be initiating another spiritual age the same as the one we’re ending. So again nothing would be achieved, no progress spiritually would be made. For us to progress spiritually now in a positive light, we need the Avonals as I said. Or if we are to further evolve negatively, then we’ll have just an Avonal visit in spirit, and possibly one we’d not even be aware of, all so we could merrily continue evolving our evilness through the next spiritual age. And were an Avonal pair to come as full adults simply materialising out of thin air, they being perfect would achieve nothing more than Jesus or Mary did, because they would not take on the evil. From all I’ve been told by spirits, we are not to have more of the same, another age for us to continue evolving our evilness, as it would be too damaging for us if we were left to live another whole spiritual age in our wrongness. So we’re looking to bring about the end of the Rebellion and Default on the personal level, each person being presented with the truths and information needed to heal themselves should they want to; those truths and information coming to light from the Avonal pair, and all the higher spirits that will be on hand to help those people who want to heal themselves and live true to their soul during the next spiritual age of 1000 years.
- And again, if it were somehow possible for Jesus and Mary to incarnate again, and were it somehow possible for them to take on our evilness, to become as we are, untrue to ourselves, they would then heal themselves first before their public ministry began, so wouldn’t be setting about trying to help people to do their healing whilst they themselves were still working to heal themselves. They might be able to share information and offer it for consideration as they progressed in their healing, however they’d not take on the full responsibility of saying, ‘I can help you, follow me’ until they’d completely healed themselves; and until they had completely healed themselves, they would not actually know the truth as to whether or not what they were doing was going in the right direction. So they’d certainly not want to lead others astray, telling people to follow them, when they wouldn’t know a hundred percent that their way was the right way. And the same applies to the Avonal pair.
- Were Jesus and Mary to come again, and were they able to reveal the truths about how we could heal ourselves of our evilness, we’d hate what they said. They would be anti all that we are, they being truly loving and perfect, we being unloving and imperfect. So no one, unless they were wanting to live true and reject all that they were, would listen to them, let alone want to follow them. If they came and were perfect and confronted us - the powers that be, would very soon get rid of them, just as we did all those years ago. We’d tell them and all the universe that we didn’t want their perfection, that we wanted to be our own gods - gods ourselves and gods to each other, and so they can go away and leave us alone. And as they’d not interfere with us as they didn’t two thousand years ago, so they’d not put any resistance.
- Jesus and Mary are not going to come and take all those faithful ‘believers’ to the Promised Land. There is enough information available to us from spirit now that points out the necessity of the mansion worlds, that we can heal ourselves in them if we fail to do so whilst in flesh; and that we need to heal ourselves of our negative and evil states, because if we don’t, we’re not allowed to move deeper and further into the universe towards Paradise, the true Promised Home for us all, the Home of God. As long as we choose to remain imperfect and in self- and true feeling-denial, we’ll remain confined to the mansion worlds. Only fully healed spirits attain Celestial perfection being free to ascend through the rest of Nebadon and on to Paradise.
- It is for the Avonals to reveal the truths of what’s involved in personally healing ones Childhood Repression, all so their liberated Spirits of Truth can help those people who aspire to do their Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing. And that’s why Jesus and Mary didn’t speak about it, why Jesus omits it in the Padgett Messages with only vague references to it.
- Mary and Jesus can speak to us about the theory of what’s involved in healing ourselves, but as they’ve not done it, having been born perfect on our world, so their Spirits of Truth can’t help us with our healing, and so no one has been able to gain such help these past two thousand years, as no one has been able to heal themselves completely of their evilness. And until the Avonals release their Spirits of Truth that contain the truths from their direct life experience of healing themselves of being evil, humanity will never be able to progress, it will never be able to fully heal itself of its evilness. Therapy and any other kinds of healing will only be able to do so much, but not all, enough to allow the individual to feel better about being evil, feeling better within themselves so as to be more of a success in the world, but in the world of evil. So if the Avonal pair doesn’t come, humanity will never be able to fully heal itself, irrespective of what Mary and Jesus might say. Because our souls are designed to progress through Nebadon with the help of Spirits of Truth, we can’t do it ourselves, we just go around in circles lost to our natural love state; and whilst we’re evil, lost to our evilness.
- We believe wrongly that all we need is Mary and Jesus’ help. But in fact as I’ve said, they can’t actually help us heal ourselves on Earth. They can when we are in spirit, in the Divine Love mansion worlds, but they can’t help us whilst we’re of flesh, all because, as I said, they didn’t take on the evil, they didn’t experience it by being it. And they can’t experience it, they can’t surrender their perfectness to become imperfect. Only the Avonals can do that. So we actually need the Avonals more than we need Mary and Jesus, because they are our way out.
- Anyone who claims to be Mary or Jesus would have to be perfect. If they have one problem, like we all do, they are not who they say they are.
- If Jesus and Mary are to come again in the physical, so far as I understand, they might come and no doubt will come, when the Morontial Temple descends out of spirit onto Earth. Then they’d be able to visit our world from spirit, we would be able to see and speak and even touch them, just as if they’d materialised. However the Morontial Temple will not descend until humanity has fully healed itself of its evilness and then is well on the way to living perfectly and of Light and Life status. And that will not be for a very long time. Mary and Jesus have told me they routinely visit all the physical planets that have Morontial Temples, and so would include Earth - or Urantia, on their list. Were they to materialise for any other reason, it would be to end and begin a spiritual age (only by using the Morontial Temple can Paradise pairs visit physical worlds without affecting them to the degree of initiating a new planetary age), and so as there would be nothing gained by their doing that as I’ve already stated, that being the department of future Avonal visits, so it looks like humanity will have to wait until it’s well and truly healed itself of its evilness before Mary and Jesus put in an appearance. And what a glorious day that will be!
- Mary and Jesus don’t lie. They might not reveal all the truth or information at once, which can lead us to misinterpreting what they have said, but as we seek the truth of our own soul by doing our healing, so we will be able to fill in the gaps and sort out our errors of misunderstanding. Jesus says in the Padgett Messages that the Divine Love, as we invocate it into our soul, will remove all our sins and errors, which it will, but not seemingly magically, but by doing the hard work of seeking the truth of ourselves through our feelings. Mary and Jesus don’t tell us what to do, they give us certain guidelines but leave the rest up to us. We have to fill in all the gaps.
- And finally, Mary and Jesus have told me they are now finished with us, their age coming to a close. They are not speaking with anyone on Earth anymore and leaving the Celestial spirits to get on with helping us through the next age. And really there is nothing more they can do for us, it’s now up to the next age brought into being by the Avonals that we are to look towards.
- People who claim to be Mary Magdalene or Jesus, were they to fully embrace doing their healing, would as part of that, see what happened to them during their forming years to make them want to pretend to be someone they are not. And once they liberated such truth and all the repressed bad feelings associated with it, would then give up their self-delusion, coming back to just being themselves. And we discover, we are good enough as we are, when we feel truly and fully loved, and we don’t have to pretend to be the ones who are the Greatest of Love. We can feel good and happy just being true to ourselves, without having to put on the show of being someone special and with some extra and divine power. Trying to be Jesus or Mary is a hard act to follow, it’s much easier just being yourself. Easier that is, once you’ve healed yourself of all the reasons why you don’t want to be yourself - why you hate being the real and true you, and why you are so desperately wanting to be someone else. And all because your parents didn’t accept you as you were, making the natural you feel unwanted and unloved; and by doing so, making you believe you had to change yourself into being what you thought is something or someone better. A better version of yourself, even someone else who everyone looks up to, so your parents will love you and accept and want you, and not reject you. It’s a very sad and poor thing being false, as we all are, as we’ve all been made to be. And just because we don’t all go around saying we’re Mary or Jesus, we’re still in our own ways putting on our false facades, pretending we’re better than we feel we are.
So these are the latest thoughts I’ve had about these people wanting to be Jesus and Mary Magdalene. And really, were they to study the Urantia Book, even though it says worlds that play host to the bestowal of the Creator Son (and I believe it’s a pair, both Jesus and Mary Magdalene) don’t then receive another bestowal of an Avonal pair, for me the book is talking about ordinary worlds, worlds not torn apart and suffering great spiritual deprivation and upheaval due to Rebellion. And so in the case of rebellious worlds, perhaps an Avonal bestowal is needed together with the Creator pair bestowal because of all I’ve said above. And so people who want to pretend they are someone special - a High Son or Daughter, would do better I reckon claiming to be a bestowal Avonal rather than claiming to me Mary or Jesus, as one could at least develop a plausible spiritual argument as I have done above. So that is what I am waiting and looking for, people who claim to be Avonals, full of their bad evil lives and who are seeking to heal themselves of their evilness - or have done so; and so will be either the real deal, or people just wanting to be someone they are not, yet people who amazingly have been able to do their healing.
We all put on a false front to the world, all because the real and true self that we are, that which we were not allowed to express, wasn't to the liking of our parents.