So what if you are deceiving yourself, your mind actually working against you and not for you?
What if all you believe and think and even feel to be true, is untrue?
And worst still, how would you ever know?
What if all you believe and think and even feel to be true, is untrue?
And worst still, how would you ever know?
A brief concise summary of DLSThe Urantia Book tells us of the Rebellion and Default. How they came about in spirit and how we on Earth have been brought into it. And this helps us see how it's given rise to our childhood repression. Which manifests as our self- and feeling-denial; our patriarchal society, and our predominate and obstinate belief in God being only our Heavenly Father.
Then into this came Mary Magdalene and Jesus. However as we were insistent on denying the feminine we couldn’t allow Mary to present her truth to us, so we didn’t understand about God also being our Heavenly Mother. Jesus’ story we know reasonably well. Mary and Jesus are our spiritual parents coming to guide us to our Soul Parents our true Mother and Father. We use their Sprits of Truth to do so. However by denying the feminine so we deny the help of Mary’s Spirit of Truth whilst also severely limiting the help of Jesus’, resulting in our staying trapped and confined to life within our negative state of mind and will. Jesus again came to us, this time from spirit, early last century, so we could receive his message that which we’d lost since he was here on Earth in flesh. In his messages to Mr. James E. Padgett he says the Father (and Mother) is offering His (Their) Divine Love. And with a sincere heartfelt longing for this Love we can become as They are: perfect and divine. However he neglects to inform us, owing to our insistence on and refusal of wanting to include the feminine aspect of truth, that we first have to heal our negative state before we can live as he and Mary tell us we can. Before we can live divine lives with the Divine Love from our Heavenly Parents. We can long for the Divine Love any time, it’s all very simple to do, and our Mother and Father will direct the Holy Spirit to deliver it into our soul. However whilst we’re of an anti truth and anti love state of mind, it’s wondrous transforming powers taking us from natural love to divine love will in effect lie dormant. Their Divine Love, and so too the Mother and Father, together with Jesus and Mary, will not interfere with our evil state unless we long to be free or healed of it. To heal ourselves of our negative state we need to long for the truth of it, seeking to uncover it through our feelings. We need to stop denying our bad feelings and instead use them, by expressing them, to take us back into how it was for us during our forming years. And as we uncover the truth of our relationship with our parents, so will we come to understand how they parented us unlovingly bringing about our childhood repression and negative state. To heal our childhood repression we can do what is called our feeling-healng or our soul-healing. Once one’s feeling-healing is done one will be living in a pure and true state of natural love: true to oneself and true to ones feelings. Once one’s soul-healing is done, one will also have done one’s feeling-healing and fully embraced the Divine Love of our Mother and Father, thereby ascending higher in truth than the natural love mansion worlds into the Divine Love Celestial spheres and greater universe. Because of the Rebellion and Default, and because we’re all living in a negative state, life is to show us that eventually nothing we do in this anti love condition will make us happy. So eventually we are to discover that living evilly will always be a disappointment, we’ll never feel truly free, loved or happy. And we’ll never be able to meet our soul-mate and live true to ourselves and our feelings. We’ll always be having to use our minds to make ourselves feel happy, only to one day realise the folly of our ways. Life will always provide us with obstacles to show us - if we want to take notice - that we’re heading in the wrong direction. In our unloved states we try all sorts of things to make us happy. To give us the power we feel deficient in and deprived of. And to do so we need to control ourselves, other people, nature and even God. Our control mainly being show up by how we mistreat and un-lovingly parent our children - how we pass our evilness onto them; and how we un-lovingly treat nature - for example that we have pets depriving them of their own natural life and self-expression, making them do as we please - bending them to our will. No one parents their child freely with a Celestial level of truth because you can’t do so whilst you’re doing all you can to remain in denial of such truth. So naturally, if we want to give up such control, we need to be broken down. Our beliefs and associated behaviour that makes us do it, that makes us believe it’s the right way to live and are of great benefit for us, will all need to go. Healing your childhood repression through your feeling-healing or soul-healing will help you give up such control. However to do so, to submit, give up, and give in to the complete process of extricating yourself from your negative state is one very long hard slog involving copious amounts of pain and bad feelings - all the ones you felt as a young child but have since blocked out. All the existing religions and spiritual systems have been evolved out of and within the negative state. So they will only serve to further enhance its control over you. They are all only ploys to seduce you into thinking you are making headway, that you are growing or advancing in truth, but there are all delusions. And if you feel they still offer you something, then that shows you how you are still caught up in it all believing life still has something to give you to make you happy. Life in the negative can’t make you happy. You can believe you are happy relative to experiences within the negative, however through your healing you’ll come to understand that it’s all just fantasy, and all stemming from your early childhood. Life should not work for you. It should fail. You should become a failure. It should make you feel bad. And if you allow it to, then it will lead you, if you are seeking the truth of yourself, back into your early childhood showing you how your parents stopped you from truly and freely expressing yourself; how they turned you against yourself; how they made you into a ‘false’ you. And how as this false you, you try to live with false love, false happiness, false enjoyment in life, all being derived by your self-denying mind. We live in a terrible state. However if you feel good about anything in your life it will be hard for you to fully accept this. Only when life takes you to that place in yourself where there is nothing good, no more good feelings and only bad ones, will you then understand the truth of your evilness. And when you are ready, as deemed so by your soul, life will start to apply the screws, outer and inner pressures will assail you, be it on Earth or some time during your mansion world spirit life. But that time will come, because ultimately you can’t go on living denying any part of yourself. You have to one day completely give up your negative self-rejecting way of life, and your unloving and non-accepting attitude to your self, and become perfect, true and wholly self-loving and self-accepting. Divine Love Spirituality is an approach to life to embrace all of the above. It will help you understand what the problem is, and if and when you feel inspired, help you to understand what's involved in longing for the truth of your negative state, and the Divine Love. Divine Love Spirituality goes against all other religions and spiritual systems. It will take you in the opposite direction to them and most of what you've been made to believe is the right way to live your life. And on the surface of it that might not sound very appealing, possibly even frightening, however once you do start to bring the real and true you back into life, giving up the unreal false you, you will come to understand that living growing daily in truth is as it’s meant to be. And this will make you feel very good, happy and loved. I firmly believe - as I can’t as yet say I know as I haven’t yet finished my healing - that DLS is the only true way to God. All by following Mary and Jesus to find the truth of ourselves, to find our soul-mate, and to develop a personal and intimate relationship with our Mother and Father. James. |
DLS, a spirituality not of this world, because it’s only about helping you become your true self, not like all other spiritual systems of this world that help you become increasingly untrue.
There’s no right or wrong, as it’s all wrong in evil. There is only being true or untrue to oneself. And if one is true one is right. If one is untrue one is wrong.
Humanity is a PROBLEM. Everything we do, everywhere we go, causes problems. All we do is try and fix the problems we’ve caused, only to make more problems. All because we’re going the wrong way. We’re the destroyers, telling ourselves we’re doing all this great stuff that enhances life, but we’re just making it harder for ourselves. We focus on the physical, not the spiritual - the Truth.
When you’re growing in truth, everything that happens to you will help you grow; when you’re growing in anti-truth, everything that happens to you will help you go that way.
Carry your cross being your misery, don’t deny your bad feelings, be in them all, be true to them. Don’t pretend everything is fine. Hate everything and everyone one as you feel hated. Get rid of everything except your cross. Get rid of all you use to deny your bad feelings, all material, mental, emotional and spiritual things. Bring your hatred of yourself, your family, your partner, your children, your friends, everything up to the surface. Life is horrible because we made it so, we’re doing all the bad things to ourselves. Look about it, if you don’t feel it is, you’re seriously deluded, you’re living in a fantasy world. How can evil be good! And how can you truly feel good being untrue to yourself.
Our lives are not for our soul, but against it. Each day is a horror, and it’s all compounding.
NOTHING is the child’s fault.
It should NEVER be blamed. And really, we’re all children. We believe the earth changes are our fault, punishment for how badly we’re living, but they would happen anyway, natural cycles of the Earth. It’s just that our souls are linked in with them, so they’ll have the desired effect on us. Were humanity perfect, we’d still be affected by them, but it would all be in good ways.
Our minds are to help us work things out as we go along, not before. We’ve been made to say this is how it is, with our mind, so it has to remain that way for all time. However one look at nature and we can see nothing remains fixed. We can’t see that in our own nature whilst we try to control everything. One can of course still think about future things but all so long as one is thinking about being led by one feelings and not being lost in the fantasies of ones own mind.
Our life is already mapped out for us... BUT all these other things can happen.
Life is fated, your destiny is set... BUT you can change it if you... Your life is already planned for you... BUT you create your own reality. How can you interfere with your destiny? It’s all such crap. Saying such things shows you don’t have a clue. It’s all just mind rubbish. How can it be the two conflicting things. Destiny is destiny, EVERYTHING YOU DO WITH YOUR FREE WILL IS ALREADY PREDETERMINED, FOR IF IT WASN’T, YOU WOULDN’T DO IT. SUCH IS THE NATURE OF HAVING FREEDOM OF WILL THAT’S GOVERNED BY A SOUL. Our evil lives are nothing but a fantasy we’ve created for ourselves. We’re born into and taught to accept the fantasy that we call normal life as being good, right and true, when it couldn’t be more bad, wrong and untrue. If you enjoy life, then you’re only enjoying your fantasy. But that’s the name of the game. To end the fantasy is to face the truth of it, that which is very hard to do. As part of my, and many peoples fantasy lives, we dream and fantasise about all sorts of things. Taking our unrealness and self-denial into even deeper realms of superficiality. When I fantasise in my fantasy life, I couldn’t be more wrong. I couldn’t be further from my true self.
We have free will on the personality level - in Creation, but not on the soul level.
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Live true to your feelings.
Seek to uncover the truth of your feelings.
Want to know the truth of yourself through your feelings.
Your feelings are your way to your truth.
Keep your mind out of it.
Honour; accept, express and long to uncover the truth of all you feel, all your good feelings and ALL your bad ones.
Feel your feelings - all of them. And talk about them wanting to know truth they want you to see.
Stop denying your bad feelings, this is only denying yourself, denying your true nature.
Admit and accept that you ARE feeling them.
Live true to yourself.
Live true to all you feel.
Our Father, who art in Heaven, where is our Mother? Is She in Heaven too? Why do we only address You, and never Her? It is possible that we have only a Heavenly Father and no Heavenly Mother? Are You alone? Are You in Paradise all by Yourself? Surely You have a companion even it’s another aspect of Your own soul. And if You do, why don’t we know of Her? Why does Jesus only talk of You in the in the Padgett Messages, and only addresses the Prayer for Divine Love to You? And why is the Urantia Book written only about You?
But it doesn’t make sense. If there is ‘only’ a Father then why a father, and why not ‘only’ a mother? Our mothers in many ways are closer to us in our lives, so why isn’t there only a Heavenly Mother? Is it that we are more removed from our fathers so can relate only to God as a Father? Or is because we live in a patriarchal society? If God has never given a name to Creation to know Him by, and we are free to choose to call Him whatever we want, then why not call Him, Mother or both Mother and Father? Why does it have to be Father, is it only because that is what Jesus called Him? And had Mary Magdalene been able to speak and live her truth, would she too have only called God Her Heavenly Father, or would she being a woman refer to God as her Heavenly Mother?
Mother, my Heavenly and Divine Mother of All, are You there? Are You with my Heavenly Father, and are You both as One. I want to know. I want You both to give me Your Divine Love and I want You both to help me become at-one with You. I want to be as You both are. I want to heal all my yuk and be perfect, just like You are. I want to get to know you Both personally. I want to feel You both loving me. I want to be loved by You and know all through me that I am loved.
So please my Heavenly Mother show Yourself. Speak to me. Give me Your love and help me to accept You along with my Heavenly Father. I want to know if You are Both real and true. I want to know. I want to know You.
I long for Your Divine Love, and I long to know the Truth – the Truth of all You both are.
I need God to be my Mother and Father. I needed a physical mum and dad to love me. I need spiritual parents – Jesus and Mary – to love me by revealing the Truths of Divine Love to me; and I need my Soul Parents - my Heavenly Mother and Father, to fill my soul with Their Divine Love. I need a continuity of love. Oh how much we need it…
I need you to be there my Heavenly Mother, so please tell me... are You there in heaven alongside my Heavenly Father?
'Yes James, I am... I am here, and I - we both - love you very much. Your Heavenly Mother.'
But it doesn’t make sense. If there is ‘only’ a Father then why a father, and why not ‘only’ a mother? Our mothers in many ways are closer to us in our lives, so why isn’t there only a Heavenly Mother? Is it that we are more removed from our fathers so can relate only to God as a Father? Or is because we live in a patriarchal society? If God has never given a name to Creation to know Him by, and we are free to choose to call Him whatever we want, then why not call Him, Mother or both Mother and Father? Why does it have to be Father, is it only because that is what Jesus called Him? And had Mary Magdalene been able to speak and live her truth, would she too have only called God Her Heavenly Father, or would she being a woman refer to God as her Heavenly Mother?
Mother, my Heavenly and Divine Mother of All, are You there? Are You with my Heavenly Father, and are You both as One. I want to know. I want You both to give me Your Divine Love and I want You both to help me become at-one with You. I want to be as You both are. I want to heal all my yuk and be perfect, just like You are. I want to get to know you Both personally. I want to feel You both loving me. I want to be loved by You and know all through me that I am loved.
So please my Heavenly Mother show Yourself. Speak to me. Give me Your love and help me to accept You along with my Heavenly Father. I want to know if You are Both real and true. I want to know. I want to know You.
I long for Your Divine Love, and I long to know the Truth – the Truth of all You both are.
I need God to be my Mother and Father. I needed a physical mum and dad to love me. I need spiritual parents – Jesus and Mary – to love me by revealing the Truths of Divine Love to me; and I need my Soul Parents - my Heavenly Mother and Father, to fill my soul with Their Divine Love. I need a continuity of love. Oh how much we need it…
I need you to be there my Heavenly Mother, so please tell me... are You there in heaven alongside my Heavenly Father?
'Yes James, I am... I am here, and I - we both - love you very much. Your Heavenly Mother.'
Mother and Father:
I long with all my heart for You to show me You love me
I long to have my soul filled with Your Divine Love
I long to stop denying all my bad feelings
I long to heal my childhood repression
I long to see the truth of all I feel
I long to heal my soul with love
I long to feel loved by You
I long...
I long with all my heart for You to show me You love me
I long to have my soul filled with Your Divine Love
I long to stop denying all my bad feelings
I long to heal my childhood repression
I long to see the truth of all I feel
I long to heal my soul with love
I long to feel loved by You
I long...