One can live a very fulfilling spiritual life by seeking the truth of ones feelings.
And one can do that in every moment of ones life.
When it’s time for a change, new revelation is revealed.
The new revelation begun early last century; and continues.
Change is in the air!
How do I do it? How does it happen?
I have no idea. What I do is just want to do it - talk with them, and make myself available to them, and it happens. And ever since I read about spirits talking with people, giving them messages, I wanted to do it, and when I tried, I could. I find it easier to write with them than holding conversations with them in my mind, as the 'light' they'd put into my mind when mentally conversing makes it tend to jump all over the place, my mind (me) being unable to deal with such excitement.
I have included below some examples of the sorts of messages I have received, and the sorts of spirits I have spoken with, and the Mother and Father Themselves via my Indwelling Spirit of God.
I include these messages for a number of reasons:
To show that I have received a lot of help from spirit, that DLS is in fact spirit based and led.
To demonstrate how valuable it is to do, the information being so helpful and insightful.
And to show that life goes on. What you begin now you can carry on with in spirit - if you want to.
I do what is called 'inspirational spirit writing' in that the spirits impress on my mind what they want me to write. I don't completely submit and give over to them like some mediums do, nor to I do true automatic spirit writing like James Padgett did.
What I do, is however, more prone to errors from my own mind, it jumping in and having its say and so making things up, but over the course of these years writing with the spirits, all they have told me has well eclipsed anything my mind and imagination could possibly have made up. So somewhere in amongst it all, must – I feel sure – be some grains of truth. However I will leave you, reader, to be the judge of that.
The spirits, including Mary and Jesus (and even the Mother and Father), are limited by the limitations of my mind - my beliefs and current level of truth. They can't reveal more than I'm ready for or more than what I've uncovered for myself. Mostly they expand on where I'm currently at. So when you read what they have written, please understand that it's not a true picture of them, it's a compilation of them and myself, so any errors will be mine. Judge me - not them.
As to whether spirit communication is just fanciful nonsense of not, like everything in life all we can do it judge it by and with our feelings. We take what we can from it if we like it, if not, we leave it alone. And that is how I approach my relationship with spirits. And I can't see them, but sometimes do get a vague sense of them being about. So in the end the whole thing, including DLS, might only be just a fantasy of my minds creation. So how does that make you feel about taking it on?
Anyway, I hope you enjoy the spirits and their messages, I certainly do. I have lots more messages, which I dream about publishing one day. Some are available on my books page.
And yet we ridicule nature, patronising it, believing that in our negative state we’re superior than it.
We couldn’t be more deluded.
with apostle John, and James - Jesus' younger brother
with Apostle John
Hello James, I want to speak to you, John the apostle.
I have impressed my desire upon your mind so that you will write with me, or allow me to write through you. Thank You.
I want to speak about the people who believe they are the reincarnation of myself and other apostles. Of course people can believe all they want to believe and about whatever they want, but I want to tell you it’s not true. I know you know this already, but I want to say it for the record.
As you know, reincarnation can’t and will never occur, as in how these people are claiming it to happen. They have simply taken it upon themselves pretending to be us for their own power. They want what they believe will come to them by being us. And as you know, it’s easy to delude oneself, as you are already deluded being in a negative mind state of being.
As far as the other apostles go, as I can only speak for myself, there are some other things I want to tell you about us (the male apostles that were with Jesus and who spoke to Mr Padgett early last century). Apart from myself, James – Jesus’ brother, John the Baptist and Judas, the others have all moved on, they are no longer resident in these lower Celestial spheres. They occasionally come back ‘down’ to us, to visit and to do things with some people on Earth, but these visits are becoming rarer as they move higher in their ascension. And as you know, having been told by the Celestials (Celestial spirits, who like myself were once people on Earth but have risen in truth far beyond it) and Mary and Jesus, other Celestials and four other of the apostles, have now ascended completely out of Nebadon – Jesus and Mary’s universe, and are well on their way to Paradise.
Occasionally we speak to them as there is a facility that can make that happen, bridging the gap between space-time mind transference, and from what they tell us they are all spreading out into the glory of the greater universe living in constant awe and wonder. They are with their soul-groups and all involved in many different tasks learning lots of new things.
The reason why the four of us have remained behind is because we still have further work to do with Mary and Jesus during this crossing over time of the planetary age. John the Baptist is in a very special role helping to co-ordinate much of what is going on, and we are all very grateful to Mary and Jesus for giving us such incredible opportunities involved with such work. They continue to delegate such work to us Celestials whereby rightly there are other universal personalities capable to doing it, but it’s all a policy of their hands on approach enabling us to gain as much experience as we want. We are in no hurry to move on just yet, we know the full glory of God awaits us, but the work we are doing so closely with Mary and Jesus is such a rare opportunity – something we can’t refuse.
Mary and Jesus are the most glorious and wonderful of spirits, so personally attentive, and have helped so many of us Celestials in so many ways, all of which we gather is quite out of the ordinary. They are always setting new universal precedents, something which they thoroughly enjoy, and all of which have resulted from the impact of the Rebellion and Default. And then we too benefit, even though we don’t fully understand all such benefits, but we are told by the Melchizedeks that in time we will – anyway we are certainly making the most of it.
While I have this opportunity to write with you, I want to encourage people to long for the Mother and Father’s Divine Love, and to consider all that you have been saying about soul-healing. We have all been through the process and even though we weren’t authorized to speak openly about in the Padgett messages, occasionally we did allude to it.
When we first arrived into spirit and met up again with Jesus, we believed that we’d ascend to being on high with God. There we would be the rulers of the kingdoms of heaven with Jesus and Mary being second only to God himself. We however got quite a shock when it didn’t turn out that way.
Most of us weren’t very advanced in truth, and what was worse, some of the women spirits whom Mary had spent so much time with on Earth were further advanced than us men! It was a humbling time for us all, our male egos suffered terribly as we were put in our place.
On Earth, Jesus and Mary never told us about the truth of their relationship - being soul-mates. Mary confided in some of her women apostles, but not us men, I doubt we would have accepted the truth had they told us, and we never, so far as we were concerned, saw Mary in the same light as Jesus, she didn’t do anything out of the ordinary other than have an incredible understanding of all that Jesus said. This too we dismissed only to realise our error in spirit. But gradually as our new lives in spirit started to develop we accepted Mary and found that we needed her (her truths) more then we needed Jesus. We needed her to ‘mother’ us through our soul-healing, to introduce us to it, to educate us about our childhood repression, and to help us to express our negative feelings and to accept our negative tendencies. It was all very hard for us, and it took a long time - lots of adjustments needing to be made. It was almost another whole lifetime of experience for us to work our way through all that we had to.
It was all very easy to come to Mr Padgett with all the love we had in our hearts, most of which came from knowing we’d completed our healing; we’d all had a great many years living, watching and helping others to do their healing.
The pain of humanity is great. It’s a part of your fabric now, and so much so, that most people fail to realise that they are in constant pain doing all they can to cover it up and keep it suppressed. But you don’t have too look far to see many who can’t cover it up as well as others can. Humanity is very angry at what it’s been subjected to. You, each individual, is full of this unexpressed anger, no one can live a true life of love without the interference of this deeply buried anger. Everyone having been subjected to the torture of being raised in the negative is angry about it, and a great part of your healing will involve accepting and seeing the truth of this anger.
When I look back at myself before my healing and then during it, it makes me shudder. It’s almost something I’d rather forget, but of course, can’t. My healing was all very trying – that I can assure you, just as you have been experiencing in your own life James; and like you, we had no one ahead of us to say: Your going the right way, keep going, it is painful, but you can do it. We had Jesus and Mary, and the support of many other higher universal personalities, but it’s still not the same, as they hadn’t been through it personally themselves.
When we were on Earth we thought it was hard work at times doing what Jesus was asking of us, but that was all luxury compared to what Mary and Jesus both asked of us in spirit.
There are many Celestials who are remaining behind in their ascent to help those people who want to speak with them to understand more about their soul-healing and what’s involved with it. You only need ask them and be open to what they will say, but to keep within the laws of mortal/spirit rapport and communication, you will need to believe that the soul-healing is a real thing, something that you give credit and a reality to. But if you do this, and ask us, we will shed light on it for you.
Humanity up until this point has really been preparing itself for its greatest challenge: the looking into its childhood repression. This will pave the way for all the changes so many people long for, but until people want to take it seriously and accept that it's within then, and something that needs to be addressed, the changes won’t come about. They can’t because people will simply remain in their negative mind states carrying on as they have always done.
Life in the Celestials is truly wonderful, but something I can’t begin to describe to you. Our hearts are filled with the universal light of love, and with the Mother and Father’s Divine Love, and daily through our experiences we grow in truth. The sheer beauty is almost overwhelming, and being in the company of so many loving spirits, both ones who have come up from Earth and other universal spirit personalities, is incredible; and the angels… well, I can’t begin to tell you how exquisitely magnificent they are. How they look, how they move, how the relate to us and help us, they are a glory to behold! A constant source of wonderment.
Life in the Celestial spheres is how you might feel life ought to be on Earth, with everyone loving one another and having only good things happen to them – always feeling good. It is the reward for all the hardship we’ve been through, but once you arrive and after your initial amazement, it doesn’t take long to accept that this is life – normal regular life: life so different from that on Earth, and yet something that you can live and enjoy and have untold numbers of thrilling experiences in. It is dreams coming true. That you can count on. But as to what each of you will do when you live here, that too is something that awaits you. It is so nothing like Earth, so much so, I can’t even begin to reveal to you what life is like over here because Earth is not yet ready to know.
So I’m sorry I can only wet your appetite. However, if you allow your soul perceptions to attune themselves to what you may feel life in the Celestial heavens to be like, then you will start to get something of a feeling for it.
That is all I wanted to say to you James. Once again, thank you for giving me this opportunity to speak with you. I wanted to speak to you for various reasons, even though normally those of my soul-group don’t have anything specifically to do with you. As you know, other Celestials comprise your spirit band. And they will be able to add further light on all that I have said if you want to know more.
I will go now, and may all the glories be bestowed upon you. I am your loving brother still in wonderment over the Creation of our Lord. John – friend of Mary and Jesus.
with James - Jesus' younger brother.
Hello James, I too want to speak to you, I am Jesus’ younger brother, James.
I have accompanied John and thought while the going was good, while you are still willing to receive us, I too will speak to you.
I want to say more about the Celestial spirit, and Jesus and Mary, impersonators. John is too nice, he doesn’t feel as protective of Jesus and Mary as I do, even though they don’t need my protection, but I don’t like to see people being misled by falseness and untruth. There is enough of that for all of us to cope with, let alone for more to occur and particularly with people who are claiming to be living with the Divine Love.
Mind you, we knew that once we started to reveal the truths to James Padgett, that in all probability such things would occur sooner or later. And even though there is no reason why such individuals can’t live as they want to, still I can’t condone it. It shows a lack of respect for Mary and Jesus, and will only make things for these people that much harder than it already is for them.
I know most of what we say will fall on deaf ears, but as John said, we want to say it for the record. It will have an effect on those people who do want to hear, and that is enough.
If you could only see Mary and Jesus and all they’re doing, you would soon realise it’s impossible for them to submit to flesh again, and to especially partake of the negative - of the Rebellion and Default. And this would be what they’d need to do if they were to reincarnate as these impersonators of them claim to have happened; otherwise, if they were to submit to the flesh experience again without submitting to the negative, they’d only do what they did all those years ago with nothing more being achieved. Mary would still have to remain subservient to male dominance, and Jesus would speak his truths, and nothing more of the whole picture would be revealed. And you now need to see the whole picture! Humanity would be in no better position than it is in now. Also the Creator Daughter and Son - Mary and Jesus - can’t rebel, it’s impossible, and this is what they’d be doing if they submitted to the negative mind state - the state which their imposters are of. There is so much that humanity doesn’t understand about what’s involved in the bestowal of the Creator Son and Daughter on their seventh and last universal ‘incarnation’, and if you did understand all about it you’d see that for them to reincarnate, or submit to the flesh experience again in any form, would achieve nothing more than they did achieve. No, they are alive and well over here, and besides, there are other things going on now, things equally as amazing, well nearly, as it was when Mary and Jesus came to Earth, but such things are yet to be revealed to humanity as a whole.
Take no notice of such power hungry people James. To use Mary and Jesus’ name for ones own gain is a very serious thing indeed. I would say to people if they are in any doubt: DON'T support these people; instead, look to your own feelings and examine why you do want to support them and what is attracting you to them. What is it you want? What are you hoping to get out of it all? What do you hope to gain, and why do you want to gain it? Be honest and truthful with yourself. You don’t need to go looking for such false power when all your own power is awaiting you through the doing of your soul-healing. You don’t need to rely on or follow anyone else, only your own feelings. BE TRUE TO YOURSELF; TRUE TO ALL THAT YOU FEEL. Don’t disrespect yourself; don’t fall for the allurements of power. Give it all up; try and be nothing and nobody, and attend to your own life and all you feel about IT. Ask yourself: Why am I wanting this, why am I doing this, and do I really want to do it; what is it really going to do for me?
No, I’m sorry James, I can’t do that. I can’t reveal all we know about Jesus and Mary’s bestowal. That my friend is for you to work out. You are to perceive such things through your own growing perceptions and understanding of truth just as you’re doing. And you’re doing well, you’ve got a lot of it, but as you know there is always more – that’s what makes it all so much fun!
Just like this speaking through you now. It’s fun. I can rise up on the crest of your anger and shout from the pulpit – DON’T FOLLOW THAT MAN HE IS AN IMPOSTOR! STOP, WRONG WAY, GO BACK! All good fun, well, at least it is once you’ve healed yourself of all your repressed anger.
OK, seriously now, and we Celestials have to be serious or else no one will take us seriously, so I have to say: Tut, tut, you naughty people, how dare you impersonate being Mary and Jesus.
James, have you asked Mary and Jesus what they feel about it?
You have? Yes, as you said, it doesn’t concern them; they are so all-accepting and so wise. They can of course see what will happen; what will be the outcome, we can’t, but we like to speculate, it’s a part of our observing you on Earth. We learn a lot you know, as the years roll by, and we can look in on all the evil goings on on Earth. From over here we gain a tremendous insight into the workings of the negative mind, we get a bigger perspective to look at, and it’s all quite mind boggling at times. It’s one thing to be in the thick of the Rebellion and Default, to be unintentional members of it, but it’s another thing to observe it from outside once you’re no longer a part of it. It’s fascinating.
Anyway, thank you for your time. I’ve said my bit, and I’ve enjoyed it. I won’t say: speak to you soon, because I doubt I will. John and I will be returning to our neck of the woods and leaving you and your spirit groups to get on with it.
Cheerio, James. Oh Okay, if I have to… I guess I have to say it all… well here goes… Goodbye from me, James, brother of Jesus, now a Celestial spirit and happy worker of light. There, how’s that? Goodbye my friend. Keep on slogging your way through it, there is nothing else you can do, but take it from one who knows, there is light at the end of the tunnel. The most beautiful light you’ve ever seen…
with my - the - Heavenly Mother
Mother and Father, I’m fed up with feeling bad! I hate it. I’m sick of it. All that happens is more and more bad feelings come up in me. I feel so miserable, to traumatised, and I’ve been feeling like this for years now. I get a little respite and then it’s into the next thing and I feel worse. I can’t believe how I can keep feeling so bad for so long. When it is going to end? Why does it have to keep going this way, can’t You do something? Can’t You make it end? I do want to see all the truth, but how much truth is there to see? Can’t You bring it all up and out of me?
We are James, your Father and I are doing just that, as that is what you want Us to do. And all you can do is keep on acknowledging, accepting and speaking about how bad you feel. Long for the truth and do what you are doing – there isn’t any other way. You are living the process of your soul-healing and you are discovering there is a lot to it.
You can say that again, but how much?
You have to keep going until you see and feel, and can express through your feelings, the totality of your negative mind state. You have to allow yourself to fully submit to it, to all it makes you feel. And when you have done that, when you are living the truth – the full truth of it, then it will end. You have to become the living negative mind and will that you are, and you can only achieve that by doing what you’re already doing and allowing the process of inner transformation to happen.
But it’s so bad, it makes me feel so bad so often, hardly a day goes by without feeling bad, I hardly ever feel okay. I feel totally shattered, miserable, depressed, despondent; I feel so angry at You and the Father for giving me such a shit life. I feel how fucked my whole life has been: one big waste of time, and worst of all I feel like doing nothing. What’s going to happen to me? I hardly long to You for Your Love anymore. I feel no inspiration to do anything, and even if I did, I could hardly move because of all my aches and pains. I am bored, I’m just a big fat nothing. The government is hassling me to get a job, but I can’t do anything. I can hardly cook the food to keep us alive. Is this really the truth of what my early childhood was about?
It is James; it’s the essence of how you were treated. All you’re experiencing is emotional suffering, and it’s all exactly how you felt as a young child. The only difference being, back then you weren’t consciously aware of it like you are becoming now, and you had the vitality of new life constantly flooding into you, driving you on and through all the pain. Now that that child’s vitality has eased up, and you are able to feel the real pain, and the truth of that pain is you suffered as a child. Just keep concentrating on how bad you feel. And when you do speak about it, long and want to know the truth of why you do feel that way. Pray and long for Our Love only when you feel inspired to do so. You don’t need to do it now, every spare moment you have. Do it only when you feel to. Do everything only when you feel to. Keep going, keep speaking about how the pressure from the government makes you feel; keep speaking up telling Marion how bad your back pain makes you feel; how feeling so useless and nothing and bored makes you feel. Speak, speak, and speak more. I know you’re inclined to keep it all in and grin and bear your pain, but don’t keep it in, tell Marion about it as often as you can. This is how you bring it up, and as you do, you’ll see the truth. When it’s time for the truth to come and be known, it will be there. You’ll see it and understand. The process needs to run it’s course, and you don’t have far to go now.
Okay, but You’ve been saying I don’t have far to go for years now…
And you still don’t. We love you James, and We are always with you, your Heavenly Mother and Father.
Don't worry about the End Times happening to the world, instead long to end your own inner evilness. Doing your healing will bring about a far bigger change in yourself and your life than will anything happening in the world.
(I named Bob, Bob, because it seemed so impersonal having this voice - the spirit of God, inside my head that I talk to all the time; this ‘thing’ who is God, yet is also not God seemingly a separate entity to God - and it was so personal with me. And in asking my indwelling Spirit if it minds my calling him - and I do relate to it as a ‘He’ - Bob, He, Bob, says he doesn’t mind at all, that I can call him what I like. When I speak with Bob, so far as I’m concerned, it is my Indwelling Spirit of God, and is very different to speaking directly with the Mother and Father.)
Okay Bob, you don’t have to be formal just because we’re writing this for public display.
I will be however I like. You can’t control me, I will do as please, and if you’ve got a problem with that, you can speak about all your bad feelings.
Oh god, now you sound like Marion.
Well you sure are amazing.
Thank you James, I’m glad you appreciate me.
I love you Bob. You’ve helped me so much over the years and made me feel good - and bad when you’ve made lose on the trading.
All to help you bring up your repressed feelings so you can express them and see the truth of them; all to help you come to understand yourself James. And it’s been my pleasure.
What, having to reside inside my fucked-up mind. Doesn’t it give you the shits Bob, wouldn’t prefer to be in a perfect mind?
No not at all James, your mind is far more challenging, quite exciting really, and it’s not so bad because where I ‘live’ or ‘have my being’ within your higher mind, is like in the eye of the hurricane, it’s actually very peaceful, and I enjoy it here in my own little world within your world. So James, what is it you require of me today?
Well Bob, as it’s early December of 2012, and with all the hype about the upcoming end of the world at the winter solistice, I was wondering if you’d be so kind as to tell me what you think is going to happen. We could run through a list of the things people are talking about on the Internet.
Not a problem.
And because you know everything - you do know everything, don’t you Bob -
I won’t comment on that James.
Okay, so you do know all God knows because you are God’s spirit or part of it -
Yes, however I am not at liberty to tell you all I know.
Yeah, so I’ve found out over the years. Okay, so what we’ll do is I run through the list and you can tell me what you can - how does that sound?
All right. So, first of all, is the world going to end then?
Nothing more to say about that?
Is Nibiru going to crash into the world or somehow greatly affected it?
Is there a Nibiru hidden planet?
What about a huge solar flare fucking up everything?
Aliens coming? Or they are already here.
Our so called reptilian controllers coming out and making themselves known - and is any of that reptile stuff true?
Okay, what about the end of the financial system as we know it - the big financial collapse?
No, not on that date, but it’s coming. There will be a lot of changes to do with the system - some good, some bad. But that’s still a little way off yet.
Should I by physical gold and silver to protect all my wealth - don’t laugh Bob, it’s all because of you I don’t have any wealth.
What about other people, those with wealth?
That’s up to them.
Okay, what about WWIII beginning.
Yes, but not on that date. It’s in the making. Humanity has to all but blow itself apart to realise how it’s living is not good for its health - not a good state of mind to be in.
Okay, and what about the physical earth changes?
Oh yes, still on their way. Lots of them, all over the world, and all over different times. None on the specific date though.
I can’t think of anything more, can you help me? Any other things I have on my list that I’ve forgotten about?
Yes, the supposed great spiritual changes, people being ‘uplifted’ into another dimension of consciousness.
Oh yes, that’s right, so what about that, all those New Ages and their fourth and fifth dimensional stuff?
No, nothing like that. It’s all part of their fantasy. Some of them will pretend it’s happened to them, but...
Yeah I know what you mean, it will be obvious that they’re deluding themselves.
What about the AntiChrist?
Those who want him won’t be disappointed.
The New World Order?
Of a sort, not exactly as is hoped for by those trying to be bring it into being.
No, not on that specific date.
At another time?
Can’t comment. I can’t give too much away as it would interfere with peoples experiences.
So why are you telling me about all the stuff not happening at the end of the year?
Because you won’t have your website up and running by them, so it won’t matter.
And lastly, anything you’d like to add?
Oh come on Bob, what about what is really happening to humanity - are we just going to merrily forge our way along destroying what’s left of nature. Won’t we finally destroy ourselves being so evil?
That’s not for me to say James, it’s for you to live and be witness to.
But I’ll be dead by the time it goes that far, if it’s going to.
You’ll still be witnessing it from spirit. I will however say, as people are feeling, change is in the air, and over the next fifty years humanity will experience great change - some good and a lot bad. But it has to happen this way for you all to see how unloved you feel through your unloving actions - that being the underlying truth of your evil self and feeling denying states of mind and will. It’s a vital and valuable time proffering much soul growth for all involved, be them on Earth or in spirit. Humanity is moving into the so called End Times, and they will be ‘times’ - as in over a period of time, a transition, with some of what has been prophesied coming true, other things not because they were simply made up mostly by mind spirits who didn’t and still don’t know what they are talking about. There is just as much speculation going on in the mind mansion worlds as is going on on Earth. And that is all I’m going to say. Change is to come to humanity as it is the end of Mary and Jesus’ age and a new spiritual age is about to begin. That of itself is reason enough for people to get excited, because that is what is going to help humanity in the long term, and help those people who are sincerely wanting to uncover the truth of themselves and who want live true to themselves and all they feel, in the short term.
Thank you Bob.
Any time James, as I said, it’s my pleasure.
Bob, are you sure you don’t mind me calling you Bob? You wouldn’t like Harry or Meldev would you...
with Verna - a nature spirit
James, James, James, this is no good, this will not do! What do you think you're doing to me putting me all the way down here. I demand to have my own page! I demand to have my own web-site!
Now that's a thought Verna...
Of course it's a thought, and one you should consider very seriously. We nature spirits need representation, a place of our own, somewhere where we can come and tell people all about ourselves – who we are, what we are, and how you people on Earth can speak to us. Too much of what you think about us is mere fanciful folly. We're not like what most people think. We're not just these funny 'little people' who exist in some kind of 'other realm' – well, not all of us are at any rate.
We live here, and it's no secret, it's just that you people haven't wanted to know the truth of us. We live in the Earth plane that has been given to us, so we know all about what's going on in your world. Some of us are very well informed actually. But some of us, you might say are a bit thick, but, it's not that they are thick, it's only they haven't experienced as much as someone like myself has.
You've been around for a while Verna?
Aeons James, I have been here since the first. I've seen it all, lived through all humanity has managed to do to hurt itself, and I'll be around for a lot longer yet.
So you know all about our negative, rebellious and evil state?
More than you could imagine.
So you're not a little person nature spirit that lives in the trees or remote fairy glens holding little fairs and garden tea parties?
Well, it's not that I don't like tea parties, I do have to admit; and if you were to come and see where I lived you would be very impressed by the beauty of my lake, for as you know, as I have told you, I am Verna – The Lady of the Lake. And when you are a Lady, then it's right that you actually show a little of your culture by taking wine in the afternoons, so that is what I prefer to do – tea in the morning, wine in the evening, don't you think that is very civilised of me?
I do, I'm very impressed. What is your favourite wine?
Well it's dandelion and thistle of course. Everyone's knows that's the best wine, but not just any old dandelion you know, oh no, I couldn't lower my standards like some of my kind do – and it's no wonder you lot on Earth get the wrong impression of us. No, it has to be dandelion that has grown under a full moon for at least half of it's life. As for the thistle, well a thistle is a thistle, isn't it?
I don't know. If you say so. But how can that be possible with a dandelion, it would have to grow very fast.
James, my dear boy – anything is possible. And in this you must believe.
I would like to Verna, but when your life has been full of crushing disappointment, then it's kind of hard to keep being optimistic.
And so you shouldn't if you want to complete your soul-healing. You have to stay true to those horrible feelings of yours. But once they have all gone, then you'll be stepping into something of what you might call a new world of your own, and within that world, our worlds are much closer.
I like the sound of that.
Yes, and so you should. It's the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, but you've got to do the hard healing work first. Not real gold mind, not like those fairy-tales, but a pot filled with truth, truth being much more valuable than gold!
I like the sound of that too, Verna.
And so you should, and we wish more people would too, so they would want to strive for the truth. You can't go anywhere spiritually without possession of truth; and you can't get the truth unless you live true to your feelings and stop all this mucking about denying them. God, we've been trying to wake you up to this fact for generations, but do you think anyone has wanted to listen? They all say they understand about the truth, and yes, yes, we're all growing in truth, and we're all learning lots of good things, like what's in the bible and what the church teaches, but what good has that ever done for anyone?
Has it helped them to uncover the hidden truth of themselves through their childhood repression healing? No, so what is this 'truth' they are talking about? It's nonsense James, sheer and utter nonsense, just a pile of rubbish they stuff in their minds, then believing they have grown in truth. That sort of information, understanding and 'knowledge' – if you could call it that – won't do you any good at all, it's just a waste a time; but to reveal truth to yourself as a result of expressing your repressed, or any feelings, well – AH! - now that's something worth talking about.
Anyway, I can't sit around here all day gas-bagging to you. I've got to go meet someone very important.
Oh, no one you need to know about. Just a good friend of mine. He's coming with some very important news, so he says.
Is that a touch of romance I detect, Verna.
None of your business. You just stick to concentrating on expressing your repressed feelings, and thinking about what I said; about moving me up onto the home page, right up front, as that's were a Lady of my importance should reside! None of this skulking around the back-blocks – no one will ever read this far and find me!
So James, I will wait... wait, wait, wait... until you find the time to speak to me next... good-bye and I hope I have been some help to you.
Yes, you have as always Verna, thank you very much. And lovely as always to be graced by your illustrious presence.
And so you should be! Good-bye. And as for you reader, you get on and think seriously about wanting to uncover the truth within yourself and possibly doing your healing, all with our Mother and Father's Divine Love. There, I've said my bit, and if I don't get a move on, I'll be late. And you know how much a Lady can not be late... ha, ha!
with Margaret - a spirit
Hello James, my name is Margaret. You wanted a spirit to come and speak with you?
Yes, Margaret I did, thank you.
And you wanted me to speak so we could demonstrate this form of spirit-mortal rapport and communication for you web site?
And so I would be delighted to comply with your wishes. So what is it you would like to speak about?
Well, I'd just like to ask you some questions about yourself if that's all right.
By all means, ask away.
Well, first the usual obvious questions.
Yes, the who am I and when was I alive on Earth?
I was a no one, still am; I didn't make a name for myself on Earth, nor during my mansion world ascent here in spirit. When I died, it was so wonderful to discover that life didn't end; and there is a certain freedom here in spirit that I relish. But gradually I woke up to the truth that I was denying certain aspects of myself and so started to work on my soul-healing with the Divine Love, growing in truth as I healed my childhood repression; eventually completing it, and arriving in the first Celestial sphere, where I currently reside. And I will add, just how happy I am to be living here, it is the most beautiful world imaginable and only inhabited by people – spirits – such as myself, those who have completed their soul-healing, so we don't have any of the disruptive influences from those spirits who have yet to awaken to the truth of their self-denial.
On Earth I lived in England, in Gloucestershire county, about a hundred years ago now. I was born into a family of four children, our family being of moderate means, and I grew up doing and being as my mother and her mother before had been and done – basically managing the household affairs. I married and had two children of my own. I lived until I was sixty-five then died of cancer. And because I lived believing in the bible and going religiously to church, out of duty and not because of any heart-felt feelings, I denied myself the adventure of finding the truth of myself - not that I would have found it any better had I loved the church, thereby living what by your standards would be called a rather dull and dreary, pathetic life, of very little importance - which it was!
And upon my arrival into spirit - and oh yes it was beautiful and with so much love and light everywhere, so different and the opposite to Earth - I was met by my parents who welcomed me into their society, and for ten years it was business as usual, me picking up just where I'd left off with them before they'd died.
But luckily my husband outlived me by twenty years on Earth, so I wasn't encumbered with just getting on and performing my duty as the dutiful wife in spirit. And because I was temporarily free of such marriage restrictions – I did love my husband, but nothing more than a reasonable friendship by the time of my death – I was able to enjoy meeting other men, one of whom it was that helped me to wake up to myself.
This man, as it has turned out, was indeed my soul-mate, however it wasn't until well into our soul-healing that we uncovered this truth about each other. Martin also introduced me to the truths taught by Jesus and Mary Magdalene, which impressed me greatly, as they showed up just how controlling the Church was in my life and over myself. And by that time, I had started to grow - my soul was calling me to move on, and I had started to feel very restless and not happy with my life, particularly as I could see how much my husband and all our relatives over here were looking forward to his death so he could resume his life with me – with me looking after him!
My husband believed in the afterlife, you see, but only so that it would give him all that he'd enjoyed on Earth; and a great part of his enjoyment was by having me, his faithful and dutiful wife, doing everything – being his mother – for him. And I was beginning to have resentment feelings – new feelings, and very disturbing ones, that made me feel that I was just taken for granted. It was expected by everyone that I should just be his slave and servant without having a feeling-life of my own.
So as you might well imagine, my meeting Martin and our attraction, certainly started to stir the pot. And within five years I had renounced my marriage, the Church, my family duties, and did I feel free! I was ALIVE! - so I felt for the first time in my life.
Up until that time we'd been living on the first mansion world in it's highest seventh plane - my people prided themselves on such a pathetic achievement believing they were more 'advanced' than others – but with Martin's input, we were soon both spiritually qualified to live in the third mansion world (the first Divine Love world) making our way to the seventh, and then one day (which did finally occur), into the Celestial heavens. And James, let me tell you, looking back on it now, as hard as it was to leave my family, to turn my back on them and their society, it was the best thing I could have done. I felt that only having left them were I starting to live!
So you can see, that from my very narrow world I have somewhat expanded out into greater things and feel all the better for it, that I can assure you! Was there anything else specifically you wanted to ask me or know about?
No, you've answered all my questions, thank you Margaret. I'm pleased you are happy now.
Thank you James. Martin and I are also very pleased, and just you wait until you've finished your healing, then you too will be very pleased. I have one other thing I am to tell you.
Yes, please do.
It's to tell your readers that Mary Magdalene and Jesus are very real and lovely spirits. All they have done for us is amazing, and humanity, and Martin and I, are forever indebted to them. That's all I wanted to say, really to use this opportunity to publicly thank Mary and Jesus for all they have done for us. And thank you too James for allowing me to come to you today.
Thank you Margaret.
I'll be going now - goodbye James.