When the Church is dead, humanity will be free.
The End Times and World Teacher
So it would seem that any ‘respectable’ spiritual system must have some prophecy within it regarding the end times and the coming of a world teacher. And Divine Love Spiritually is no different. And why shouldn’t it be, as surely it has to be participating in all the fun and games along with everyone else. And so you will read in my writings, Mary and Jesus have spoken about the coming of not only a high Son, but also, a high Daughter - just to give things a little more spice. And what’s more, that this pair will be born of flesh, so on a Bestowal Mission, something The Urantia Book says doesn’t happen because Mary and Jesus came here first. So to go against what such a beloved book says... Oh no, what are we to do!, believe the book or believe Mary and Jesus? So it’s the age-old dilemma, nothing is always straightforward, there always being so many confusing and contradictory things. However the book also says: that a world that comes under the specific care of the Creator Son Jesus (and I would also include Mary), can have, if he (they) wants it, one or ten or as many bestowal sons and daughters as they like. And as Earth - Urantia - comes under their care because of their having incarnated on it, then they can do whatever they like with it. So if an Avonal pair is to come on a bestowal mission according to them, then who’s to say otherwise. But of course this is only me speaking. And it’s all assuming that the spirits - if indeed they really are spirits and not just some imaginings in my mind - are real and who they say they are. So are they the real Mary and Jesus who are telling me such things? And can we believe what they say? Only time will tell I guess. So in my work you will see numerous references to such a pair - an Avonal Pair, and you can read about what an Avonal is in The Urantia Book. And because such a pair is here, as apparently they are, then it means it is the changing of the age, for that is what they are all about. So it is in this way an End Time. And a new beginning time. And what about this Avonal pair: are they to be the heralded World Teacher (s)? Are they to come and somehow unify all the religions fulfilling all the prophecies - a mighty big task indeed. So are they to be Buddhists and Muslims and Hindus and Jews, and everything else everyone else is expecting to come, all in the hope they will make their chosen religion supreme. And they can’t be what the Christians are expecting for they are waiting for the return of Jesus himself, even though Jesus has now said in the Padgett Messages that the messages are his ‘Second Coming’; that being, a second coming of truth, and he will not be returning in person in the short term at least. So if Jesus isn’t going to come, then the long awaited and must anticipated Rapture, is going to be something of a major disappointment - a BIG let down. And what will the Christians then believe: that they got the end times wrong - something that’s happened before. And yet what happens if the revelations of the End Times keep being fulfilled with WWIII pending and the collapse of the worlds financial system and all the mayhem and havoc that will bring. How will they be able to reconcile that the Bible wasn’t as true as believed after all. But perhaps the war and the financial meltdown won’t happen and things will go along as they have done, and then people will be looking for the end time at some other future time. December the 21st, 2012 will come and go, the world will not crumble into dust, the earth will not heave and split apart, the comet or huge meteor or unseen planet will pass us by, or... And if there is to be such a world teacher, what will he teach? Will it be yet more of the same old, love, peace and harmony crap, the same old stuff the faithful and spiritual are trying to live: love yourself and your neighbour as one. Put on a smile, think loving thoughts, and with your mind you can be that nice person you’ve always wanted to be, or that you have always believed you should be. And if we can all love each other and stop being greedy, something the world teacher will undoubtedly (as if we need to hear it again) tell us all about, then no more world financial collapses will need take place along with no more reason to fight and kill each other. So we can all move into the next one thousand years living in love together, living in the bliss of equality with harmonious peace and lots of goodwill. Just like all the great spiritual teachers have said - nothing new, no big deal, nothing to make much of a fuss about. Which is all very well, but what about all the shit bad feelings we’ve all got tucked away inside us. What about our childhood repression. Will the world teacher be teaching us about it? Will he be talking about how evil we all are and how we’re denying so many of feelings; and how we can go about healing our negative mind and will state? He won’t if he’s to tow the line of the existing religions and spiritual systems, because they only continue to exist as a consequence of people living in such great self- and truth-denial. So were he to start going on about giving up and healing such false power within the self, such false power regimes of indoctrination would also cease to exist. It would be goodbye all the religious systems as we know them. And I don’t think the leaders, those with such false power who drive them and believe in them, would be too willing to give up such control. He’d be shunned, burned at the stake and claimed to be the false prophet and teacher, and then they’d have to go on waiting for the right one to come - yet again. And if Jesus was to suddenly come sweeping down out of the skies to stand once again amongst us, do you think he’d be agreeing with the Churches and all the Bible says, particularly when he’s brought the Padgett Messages into being. And what if he started to go on about childhood repression and ones negative and evil state of being, the Church wouldn’t want to know about him. The Church being a major contributor to our repressed childhood condition. Divine Love Spirituality, as you will have noticed, is all based around childhood repression and our healing it through doing either our feeling- or soul-healing. And from my experiences, world teacher or not, the ONLY thing that has ever done any real good for me in my life has been brought to my attention by three women: Mary, Marion, and Alice Miller, all three who have helped me to understand about childhood repression and how to go about healing it. And as I have worked on myself to heal it, so I have uncovered the truth of my negative state, I’ve steadily seen what it’s all about: what my life has all been about, why I have felt bad so often, and how it all started in my early years. It has, so far as I am concerned, been the only true part of my life, and it only gets truer the further I go in my healing. So for me, for a new World Teacher to come, I would be expecting him to reveal something that’s new, something that adds onto what Jesus told us. And that can only be the truth about our early childhood and how it’s affected us and brought about our negative self-destructive state of mind and will. And to go one further, I wouldn’t mind betting that the new World Teacher - a teacher and revealer and possessor of truth - will be woman. And wouldn’t that put a cat amongst the pigeons! And I say a woman, because it says in The Uranita Book that women are the natural spiritual leaders, which I agree with, because women are naturally closer to their feelings, and have more personally to do with the child during its forming years. So for a woman to reveal the truth to humanity about its early childhood state, would seem rather fitting. And I imagine she would offer it to us, and then leave us to do whatever we will with it. She wouldn’t impose herself on us and demand we listen to her or anything else. And she might even go unnoticed, as no one might be interested in uncovering the truth of themselves for themselves. And so where might this Avonal pair be, and what might they be doing? And I would imagine they would be working on themselves healing themselves of their negative self-rejecting condition. And by doing so would be growing in truth, the truth they are to present and give to humanity, the truth few people will want to know about. And when they are fully healed, then I would imagine somehow such truth will be made known, so some people at least will be able to decide for themselves if such truth appeals to them, and if so, what to do about it. So in summary, I will be looking out for a world teacher that is intent on speaking about childhood repression and our evil state of mind, it being the cause of all our woes. And the healing of it, being the true and only way to salvation, peace, love and a happy life. And I will be looking out for a person, or a pair, who will have healed all of their negative state so know what they are talking about from first hand experience. And how will I know if they have healed their negative state without as yet healing mine... now that’s a good point. They could tell me, but why should I believe it. Then it will be through their actions; but how can I know if such actions are good when I’m still full of all that is wrong and so seeing and judging things incorrectly. Perhaps they will do ‘good works’, heal the sick and feed the poor; perhaps they will do nothing more than make their offering of truth, and then it’s up to me to accept it or not, to keep working on myself trying to heal my evilness, until hopefully one day I do heal it all. And then I might know if they are who they say they are, for then I’d be of a level of truth to understand. But in the meantime, what about the man who says he is Jesus; and the Maitreya who is supposed to here now; and Monjoronson the Magisterial Avonal Son that is supposedly also here now on Earth - the place is getting somewhat crowded with all these Great Ones coming to save us. And what about them? If they are not speaking about the truth of our childhood repression, then I won’t be bothering with them. And if they are speaking about it, then I’ll be wanting to see if indeed they know what they are talking about from their personal and first hand experience of healing it. And if they are speaking about honouring feelings and expressing them, and even living true to them, then still I’ll be suspicious until I can see that I can relate to what they say from my own personal feeling-expression healing experiences. Then I’d be able to personally relate to the truth they were speaking. And if they weren’t a woman, then I’d also keep my guard up, looking to see where the feminine aspect of truth fitted in. For it is after all, the feminine aspect of truth that is still missing, Jesus having revealed his masculine aspect. And as an afterthought, it’s conceivable that as Mary and Jesus’ age draws to a close, the Avonal pair whom they say are here, are not as yet even conscious of who they are. They could be still working through their healing, or not have even started it yet. And as no one has come out claiming to have healed all their childhood repression, and talking openly about the truth of it, then it’s possible they are working on themselves without knowing the truth of their real identities, because being of the negative state, that which they were born into, they would be denying them, along with all other truth. And on the feminine side, it’s conceivable, that the woman, having taken on so much of the denial of the feminine, feels so little about herself, feeling so powerless and unwanted by her parents and so the world, that the last thing she could possibly imagine is being something like an Avonal Daughter. So were she to complete her healing and the truth be made known to her, which would have to come as all truth does, up within herself, she’d probably be very surprised, it being the last thing in the world she would have thought about herself, as all her life she’d have felt so bad, incompetent and worthless - nothing more than a useless waste of space. Quite an irony really, when she will be the one leading humanity out of evil and its untruth state. |
Bring about the End Times within yourself, embrace your soul-healing.
You are the living conspiracy, it’s going on right now inside you. Your untrue self is conspiring with your parents to keep you away from your true self.
We’ve been taught to look to the established religions as being the true ways to God. But they’ll only take you further into your feeling-denial, firmly ensuring you keep all your childhood repression in place.
What are you searching for? Isn’t it the truth of yourself? And isn’t the truth - your truth - how you feel about things? And if it isn’t, then it ought to be.
If you want new revelation, then do your healing and you’ll be a constant source of revelation to yourself. The best way to be. Then you don’t need to rely on anyone else.
Humanity, so I’m told by spirits, is being made to look more closely at itself through its feelings. And it’s our choice whether we then deny the bad feelings or accept them. And if we deny them, then we’re only making things harder for ourselves. And if we accept them, then we can ‘go with their flow' this leading us to uncover the whole truth of ourselves.
If your religion or spirituality doesn’t include healing your childhood repression, then it’s only going to help further your negative state.
So what do you want to do with your life? Grow in truth and begin your ascension to Paradise; or continue to muck around in evil?
How do you follow Jesus? You can’t, you first have to do your healing so you can live true to yourself. Once that’s done, then you’ll naturally be following him as in being true as he was true.
Our longing for Divine Love is asking the Mother and Father to make us as They are - Perfect, Divine.
The big truth we have to face is that we’re all evil, and begin to help ourselves from there.
God’s Creation is perfect, as are we being part of it. We only need go along with it, our feelings guiding us as to what we feel to do. And God’s given us all we need to function perfectly in it. And so, if we go against it, we’re going against perfection, against our perfect natures naturally bringing grief to ourselves for which we have to make amends. And yet we blame God for all the bad things that happen to us. We accuse God of punishing us, but God’s not punishing us, we’re doing it all to ourselves. And we only accuse God of punishing us because that’s what we were told when we were young.
We’re not to be servants obeying anyone other than our own feelings - our souls leadings, which are our true feelings. A child is not meant to be a servant. We do not have to obey Jesus/God to be in their Glory all the time. All we have to do is live true to all we feel and slowly uncover the truth of those feelings.
When we’re totally free of the world, that being having no attachments, free how in essence Jesus was, then we can go into the Celestial spheres. Until such time we have to remain in the mansion worlds. So far I feel we can still have things in order to survive in the physical, but just not be attached to them, meaning, we don’t them to give us any power in any way, to use as a crutch to help us feel good, to use to help us deny our bad feelings.
If you had some power in your early life then you might do better on the physical level, you might not even be sick, and you might be able to have most of what you desire, but it’s got nothing to do with truth.
We put all the importance on the physical when it’s the least important. Our soul which is the most important part of us - is the true us - we don’t place any importance on, virtually ignoring it.
We look to try and perfect our physical, or keep it as perfect as it can be. But being evil we’re fighting a losing battle as we’re always going against ourself and our physical will keep breaking down showing us it can’t cope. So no matter how hard we try we can never perfect the physical. Whereas had we grown up in a perfect world feeling good and loved, we’d love our body perfectly for being just as it was. We wouldn’t feel we needed to do anything to change it.
True confession is not what the Catholics believe it is. Do your healing and you’ll have to come clean on every terrible dead you’ve done. And it sure ain’t fun!
It’s not to submit or surrender our wills to God’s, but to submit and surrender to ourselves, by allowing ourselves to freely express all we feel. And when we are fully self-expressive, then we will be also fully living God’s will as we fully express our will. Then we’re living true. True to ourselves and God.
“Honour your mother and father”. Surely this has to be your Heavenly Mother and Father and not your parents who are evil. Honour means focus on Them, which is love as They are Love. As we don’t receive true love from, and as we’re not truly loved by, our own parents, what’s there to honour.
Our way is A+B = C, it’s all done with our minds. The Mother and Father’s way is: Follow your Feelings. We don’t have to work it all out, there is no right and wrong according to our minds. There is only right, that being living true to our feelings, always expressing all we feel, good and bad feelings. When we honour our feelings, then we naturally live the right way - our true way and, which is also, the Mother and Father’s way.
There is only one true spirituality, that being: Living True To Yourself - true to all you feel. Even within the negative state, if we adhered to it, at least we’d know the truth of our evilness, which would then allow us to choose whether or not we wanted to keep living untrue to ourselves.
Yippe! Let’s all play the Happy Christmas game!
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Our search for the Holy Grail is not one of truth but one to find false power and untruth.
Then we live such untruth as if it were truth.
We're so far away from the truth we don't even see it there right before our eyes.
Do you have the eyes to see and the ears to hear and the feelings to know?
Then we live such untruth as if it were truth.
We're so far away from the truth we don't even see it there right before our eyes.
Do you have the eyes to see and the ears to hear and the feelings to know?