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Me and DLS
I contrived DLS along 'with a little help from spirit'.
My experience
Me and DLS
In lake Tanganyika, Africa, live beautiful little fresh water tropical fish. Some of them live in empty snail shells; others find a crack in a rock to call home; and others find a hidden nook or cranny, their territory to defend against all new comers. When I was younger I loved breeding some of these exotic little fish. I’d set up my aquarium with white rocks, fine white sand, and lots of beautiful shells. And usually they quickly adopted their home and set about breeding a family. I loved watching and breeding these little fish. I would spend hours in front of their little world like a god caring for his little children.
I was their master controller. I fed them, kept their water chemistry to their liking; kept their environment clean. I wanted them to be happy – as happy as little fish in a tank could be. And their happiness rewarded me with a bigger happy family. They were always so willing and eager to please. When the conditions were right they laid their eggs, lovingly tended them, and protected their young. This was, I have since realized through my soul-healing, how I wanted my family to be. I wanted everyone to be happy. I wanted us to all love one another. And I thought we did. But my spiritual progress has shown me the truth. And the truth came as a shock.
So now I know that because I wasn’t as happy in my family and childhood as I thought I was, I tried to make up for such loss by trying to make happy families with my fish.
I present DLS as an expression of my spiritual growth. If what I have experienced helps you, I’m glad – it’s certainly helped me.
I contrived Divine Love Spirituality along with a ‘little help from spirit’.
I wanted to understand how to live a true life. I wanted to know how to live true with God. I wanted to know what was right.
I didn’t have a clue about anything before I began. I only new I was unhappy; unsatisfied with my life and ‘something’ within it or within me seemed to be controlling things taking me mostly in a direction I didn’t want or intend to go in.
I tried to make life happen for me; I tried to make it be how I wanted it to be, but I failed. I had to give up and admit defeat. Then I had to look for a new way.
As I started to investigate all the New Age had to offer I found I was particularly attracted to spirit communication. I figured spirits might have a better understanding about life and how to properly live it. They having been on Earth and now living ‘over there’, with surely, a greater perspective.
As I started my ‘spiritual journey’ a ‘quest’ soon developed. I wanted to find all that I considered to be right, true and livable; I wanted to find the truth, and then pool together all the sources of relevant information developing my own understanding of the way of things: both on Earth and in spirit.
I was guided, as we all are, and Divine Love Spiritually – The Religion of Light and the Faith of Divine Love is the result.
The later part of my journey - which helped me define Divine Love Spirituality, helping me live it so I know it can be lived - I have shared with my wife Marion. Marion has been just as instrumental in the development of all that Divine Love Spirituality is, even though she prefers to remain ‘the quite – or perhaps at times, no so quiet – voice in the back ground’.
Divine Love Spirituality is based on Marion's and my experiences of living with God’s Divine Love and the doing of our soul-healing, inclusive of healing our childhood repression.
From our experiences I can affirm that DLS is wholly livable, something you can do as Marion and I are doing. And the great thing about it is, that it’s all up to you as to what and how you live it, it’s not dependent on anyone else, and there is no formal structure or way you have to be obedient to. It’s not about being told what to do, it’s for you to want to take the steps as they are naturally presented to you.
There is a lot to it, and it will require many new ways of looking at things, however underlying it all is the simple truth: that you are a child of your loving Heavenly Parents, and if you want to live as perfectly as They have created you to do, now you can. Finally the truths of how to do this are being made available to us. I find it all very exciting and I hope you will too.
My Experience
Prior to discovering the Truths of Divine Love, God was to me an impersonal Creator. He was behind all things but not someone I could get to know. I was only interested in the latest New Age channeled information. I didn’t properly understand that to grow spirituality, from ones soul, and not just play around in ones mind, you had to get serious about wanting the Truth. Really wanting it. Wanting to live true to yourself, life, and God; and wanting to live nothing else. And wanting to do it Mary and Jesus’ way, so you can get to know God personally as your Heavenly Mother and Father, as they do.
When I started to long directly to God – Them – for Their Divine Love, EVERYTHING changed. My spirit guides (with whom I could communicate) came to me and said: ‘Now we can get serious. Finally you want to know and live the Truth of God according to the Truth’s of Divine Love’. They even changed their names being able to reveal their true identities! I felt like I’d crossed over some invisible line. I was now on a new path with all new things to learn. It was, so I was to discover, the end to all I’d believed and thought was important.
Having discovered the Truths of Divine Love in the book Angelic Revelations of Divine Truth; and having done what Jesus says and longed to God for (His) Their Divine Love and partaken of it, I knew there was no other way. This was it! What I’d unconsciously been looking for.
In my communications with spirits I wanted to write with some of the Celestial spirits mentioned in the ‘Angelics’ (the name we affectionately called the Angelic Revelations of Divine Truth). And they complied with my wishes. Jesus too began to speak to me, and I wrote mostly affirming the truths he’d revealed in the Angelic Revelations of Divine Truth. Then the Heavenly Father started speaking to me. And then quite a few years later I met the – our – Heavenly Mother. And around this time, Mary Magdalene also came and introduced herself to me, telling me she wanted me to understand my relationship with the Feminine Aspect of God – with the Heavenly Mother; and that she is Jesus’ soul-mate, with her role being to reveal the Heavenly Mother, and what my Childhood Repression and Soul-Healing was all about.
While this was all happening I also met Marion, and she, being totally committed to the Truths of Divine Love and trying to live true to herself and God, helped me to understand about the importance of honouring my feelings, and in particular, my bad feelings. I was very shut off from my feelings and at first didn’t even know what she was speaking about, but with her guidance, and endless patience, I gradually began to get more in touch with my bad feelings and myself. She helped me understand how my bad feelings were all originating in my early childhood and that if I could see the truth of them - how and why they were in me - I could be healed of them. Together Marion and I, with help from Mary and Jesus and the Mother and Father, worked on acknowledging our bad feelings, accepting them and expressing them, all whilst longing for the truth of them. It was explained to us that this was our soul-healing and we were healing our childhood repression, and it was able to happen to us because we wanted to know the whole truth, and wanted the Divine Love to transform us - to heal us of all our imperfection. We wanted to heal all our wrong ways, beliefs and behaviours, all so we could live in perfect harmony and at-one with God.
I’ve been praying for, and partaking of, the Divine Love for about 15 years, and Jesus and Mary have taught me many things about themselves, their universe, God, and our minds negative control over our feelings. All of this I would like to now pass on to those who are interested. Asking for and receiving the Divine Love is easy and wonderful to do. Doing your soul-healing to heal your childhood repression is much harder and far more challenging, however, if you sincerely want to heal everything in you that is not right: see the whole truth of yourself and live God’s Will, you won’t be let down.
The key to life is being able to LIVE TRUE TO YOURSELF, and our feelings are the way to achieve this. They are our indicators, for if we feel bad then we know we don’t want to go that way. Our only difficulty is, that most of our bad feelings we’ve been made to repress - we don’t even know that many of the things we are doing make us feel bad. The Divine Love helps us to see and feel.
I highly recommend living with the – your – Father and Mother and Their Divine Love. It is certainly a completely new way of life. I sincerely believe it can be the fulfillment of all your spiritual dreams and aspirations. And I can guarantee in no way will you be let down or disappointed if you really want to live the way Mary and Jesus are showing us. Initially it might not be what you expect, however, the further you go the more you will understand that it is exactly what you want, and the more it will appeal to you.
Divine Love Spirituality. A Religion of Light: Truth, Love, and Spirit. One, which if you feel ready to live, will constantly amaze you with all you discover about yourself, your life, and God. It sure amazes me.
Okay, now for all those other meaningful bits of information – you know, so you can put me into some kind of context being able to say: ah, now I see where he’s coming from.
Well, I grew up in Melbourne (still live here, wacky weather and all) – that’s Melbourne Australia. As soon as I finished university I had to split to London (Melbourne was just sooooo boring) – live in the real world – and tried to make a go of earning a living in the financial markets. The October ’87 stock market crash threw me out as a failure and I turned my attention to spiritual things. I was desperately unhappy – what was my life coming to?’ – and I was scared of most things. And my girlfriend thing wasn’t happening as I wanted it to – she was already married!
I was introduced to spirit channeling in the New Age. Loved it, couldn’t get enough of it, thought that the spirits might at least have a better grasp on life and could possible help me sort mine out. I wanted to know what was right: the right way to live according to… I wanted to know the truth, not that I had the slightest idea what truth was back them. Oh yeah, I was in my late twenties when all this was going on - going through my good 'ol Saturn return. Then I met my ‘higher’ spirit guide, realized I too could channel, found my new life... ha, ha!
I left London, went to the L.A, met lots of spiritual people and channelers, came back to Melbourne, and my brother whom I’d lived and traveled with, and who'd stayed on in America, upon his return to Melbourne, brought back the Angelic Revelations of Divine Truth: channeled spirit messages from Jesus and other spirits by Mr. James E. Padgett, and I was sold. I dumped the New Age stuff, Jesus’ ‘second coming’ of truth was leagues above and beyond it; this was the real thing.
And naturally I started speaking with Jesus. Naturally? Of course, the most easiest thing in the world… yeah right! No really, it just happened. I discovered I could easily write with spirits. Now sceptics about spirit writing, and possibly some members of the church who’d say I was in league with the devil, might say it’s all only my mind, some other part of me making it all up, nothing more than a fantasy, and if that is so, well FANTASTIC! – because it’s sure helped me in my life. The spirits have helped me grow in truth, have opened my eyes to my feeling-denial; helped me face the hard truth about that, and generally helped me understand what has happened to me these past years culminating in what I am presenting to you: Divine Love Spirituality. And now I am happy and no longer scared, and believe it or not, I actually feel like I know what life’s about for me, and I love these new feelings. And that is how I feel on a good day. On a bad day when more of my repressed childhood yuk bad feelings are up in me and I feel like shit... well... well YUK!
So having embraced Jesus’ message in the Padgett Messages: I longed to God, my Heavenly Father, for His Divine Love and in it flowed and it felt wonderful. Then some years passed, but although the Divine Love made me feel good, still overall I was feeling bad. My life still wasn’t happening for me – yet more failed relationships! And gradually I began to feel something was missing, perhaps there was more for me to understand, something beyond my reach. Enter Marion. And: Mary Magdalene, and my Heavenly Mother. Now it all began to make sense, everything became balanced. I’d found the missing link; I had the key: the feminine aspects of truth and love had arrived!
Marion joined me in my spiritual quest… or was it that I joined her in hers? Anyway, we decided to help each other, did the whole thing, even got married. Then she started to question me about my feelings. Ah – feelings, now what are they? Are they something that’s important?
And this led me – as she was already leading herself – into the search to find out what hidden, repressed feelings were in me. She’d had a shockingly hard and severe unloving childhood and family; she was paying the price and it had led her to understand that the key to herself lay buried in the masses of hidden unexpressed feelings she was denying. This sounded good to me: I too wanted to unlock my repressed feelings. I would gladly follow her and I did. And I got a hell of lot more than I bargained for.
But, I committed myself to uncovering the truth: what was really going in inside me, and what I’m really all about, through the ongoing liberation of my repressed childhood feelings – and wow, it really works! It's incredible, you use your bad feelings as the way into yourself, expressing how bad you feel, allowing yourself to feel as bad as you can, stopping yourself from denying your bad feelings (that’s the really hard part); and as your bad feeling acceptance and expression eventually takes you back into your forgotten childhood, low and behold, up comes the truth. Magically, seemingly from nowhere there is it within you. From some unseen part within you, suddenly the truth bubbles into your consciousness and when it does you SEE, and you KNOW. And you see and know that what you're seeing and knowing is TRUE! And has it open my eyes!
And now at 47, Marion and I are seeing the truth of ourselves. And hopefully will continue to do so for the rest of eternity.
So there you have my story. I love speaking with the spirits. My healing is the bloody hardest thing I’ve ever done. I love the truth coming to me and living it – all my questions about life are finally being answered. I love Mary and Jesus and my Heavenly Mother and Father. I hated my pre-healing life although I told myself every day how much I loved it. But now I’m starting anew and love is becoming something that feels very real.
And for reasons I still don’t fully understand as yet, I want to make what I call Divine Love Spirituality: essentially all the truth, information and understanding I live, available to anyone else who might be interested. And just because it’s me – all me, DLS is yet to become an ‘us’ or a ‘we’ – don’t let that put you off. It all has to start with one person – and that’s You!