Today I feel very miserable. It's been years now of doing my healing - so many bad feelings. I'd never have guessed how many bad feelings I'd repressed inside myself. And it's all too hard to keep feeling them, trying to express them and long for their truth. Today I wish I could just cease to exist so all the pain would go away, and so many days have I felt like this. If you are considering doing your feeling- or soul-healing, I just want to tell you, it's very hard. What more can I say.
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