Because I'd done it. I've finally competed the task I set out to do 25 years ago. I know what it's all about. I know how we live and how we can fix ourselves. I'm still not fully healed yet, but at least I know the way. So I no longer have to keep looking and investigating and thinking about it all. I feel a peace descending upon me - or rather, coming up within me. I can rest in the knowledge that all we are, all we do, including all our spiritual and religious practices are all only within our negative, evil and rebellious state. And although they all contain some truths, still none of them contain the way out of our yuk. So participating in them is only going around and around within the mess. And unless one does ones Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing, there is no way out of it.
And in celebration I've changed the background image. A bit of a fresher feeling! In keeping with my good feeling!!!